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I Miss Dear.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008

hmm. now at aunty house. sianx. i missing my dear now. thursday and saturday won't be able to meet her le. haix. then school reopen then can see her. which is 2 or 3 weeks from now. haix. and during this 2 or 3 weeks. we might not be able to sms or talk neh. haix. how? how to survive? i seriously miss her eh. haix. we did nothing wrong eh. haix. yet we're suffering all this. i seriously don't understand why los. fcuk! i hate it man! all i'm asking for is just to see her more. this simple request also can't? i don't know how long must this go on eh. haix. is it still a test for me? or what? please tell me! what actually made all this happened? when my school start also can't meet her often. every week can only like meet 2 or 3 days? fcuk los. he seriously scuks man! i just want to be with her only. haix. i'm really going crazy one day! i just hope i can kill him right away! he's the cause of these miserable life that dear and i are having! hope that he kena car bang at there! die le better!

dear, please don't do anything to yourself anymore. please take care of your own health, you haven't recover yet neh. okay? this 2 - 3 weeks i hope you can take care of yourself. please eat more and drink more water. yaya? during raining days do remember to wear jacket when going out and cover blanket when you're sleeping. you so gong gong de los. i scare you fall sick neh. i don't want that to happen horx! haix. no matter how bad life's going to be. i must not give up. i can't blame this life either. maybe it's just a test bahr? as what people say, don't take one step to reach heaven! for you'll fall badly. slowly take one step at a time to reach heaven. maybe it'll take a few years or longer. but it'll be worth it.

hmm. dear we've planned for 5 years to really be together. so let's just take one step at a time bahr? yaya? it's just the 1st year only. still got a long way to go. i'm not giving up, so i don't expect you to give up either. yaya? no matter what happen, i'll there for you. i''m not leaving you, so i don't expect you to leave either. hang on to baby tight. remember you fall into water that time at the swimming pool? i didn't let your hand go. instead i grab onto it tightly. i'll do that forever. don't let go of baby's hand okay?

signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:23pm
09.12.08