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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

haix... dear y mus u torture urslf??? u noe hw hurt my hart is???pls be alrtye cn??? im reali wry abt u... one dae im reali gona collapse n nv cum up again... u saed u wun leave mi... bt da ting ur doin... makes u leave mi sooner n sooner... y??? does torturin urslf fun??? breakin my hart is fun too??? haix... don tink too much... i wun leave u da... take it dat im beggin u... don hurt urslf animore... tc of urslf... i'll go dwn on knees if dis da wae tu stop u frm hurtin urslf... or u cn hurt mi instead... i reali feel so useless... i cnt do aniting at all... nth at all... i wna hlp u... bt u seems tu be pushin mi away... when ur sick i told u tu eat medicine bt u refuse tu... if u don eat hw cn u gt well???

i reali dono wat tu do nw... cn anione tell mi... suddenly gt da urge tu hurt myslf or even gt into sum accident... ahh... bt den... i cnt... cox dear is feelin dwn nw... nth mus happen tu mi... if nt no one gona look after her... i nida stay strong... she'll be fine once she gt over evryting... ahh!!! im goin crazy!!! haix... i dono la... dear eh... mus be fine alrtye??? im reali wry for u... seein u lyk dis... my hart reali pain... u hv suffer alot le... pls tell mi ur prob cn??? don awaes keep it tu urslf... naughtyboy as ur bf is nt here tu see u suffer... is tu hlp u suffer lesser... rmb dis sentence carefully : UR NV ALONE!!! U HV NAUGHTYBOY!!! U HV SUMONE TU SHARE UR PROB WIF U!!! SO DON KEEP IT TU URSLF!!! alrtye??? i nid u... i reali nid u... i don wan tu lose u so early... dis is jus da beginin of our lyf... we hv yet tu celebrate our 1 yr tgt!!! hv yet tu engaged!!! hv yet tu marry!!! hv yet tu hv baby!!! dere's still mani mani ting we hv yet tu do... are u gona leave jus lyk dis??? i don allowed... permission isnt granted thus i cnt go... unless u sae u hv fall for sumone else or u don luv mi animore... den i hv no choice bt tu let u go... if nt u arent allow tu leave mi...

lyf is short my dear... bt still we hv tu make full use of dis short lyf... it mayb be a long n tough path for us tu be tgt... bt im sure we cn walk thru n overcome dos difficulties... nth will topple us dwn... nth n no one shall break us up... as long as our hart stay tgt foreva... we'll be tgt foreva... hmm... slpin tym nw... don wna tink too much... gud bye evryone... bye... if one dae ur didnt see or hear frm naughtyboy animore... sumhw ur noe wat happen tu naughtyboy... =/

signin off...
naughtyboy
11.16pm
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