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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

hmm... jus went tu HIS blog... den i realise smt... all dis while i didnt giv dear aniting at all!!! wat a bad bf bah??? :/ hmm... da tym dey hv tgt... is much much more den mi... dono y suddenly feel lyk cryin... nt cox im hartbroken... cox i cnt spend much wif her... as im workin all dis while... n gt sintua tingy n lion dance... haix... sry dear... thou u n HIM awaes quarrel... bt at least ur spend alot of tym tgt... bt HE didnt cherish u...



tears flowin dwn wheneva i went tu HIS blogs... n again... tears flowin dwn nw... i noe i shldt tink too much n nt even went tu HIS blog... bt i still went... dey did mani romantic tgt i cn sae??? HE cook for her??? gave her soft toys??? gave her hamster??? celebrated evry mth tgt??? while i did none... nt even spendin da 1st mth tgt... im reali so sry... i noe i shldnt tink too much da... bt i feel dat im an useless da bf... im vry bad bah??? did nth bt hurtin her... ya mayb i am... wheneva she's sick or wat... i cnt be by her side... takin care of her... when she's feelin dwn... im oso nt dere for her...



dear.. im reali sry for tinkin so much... i noe u'll be sad if u see dis... bt still im sry... don nida feel bad or aniting... its nt ur fault... its mi hu's so kpo n curious to went tu HIS blog... n bought hurt tu myslf... stupid rtye??? noe dat im sure tu hurt when i see dos post... yet i still stupidly go see... wtf!!! da dumbest ppl in da world... haix... sumtym i reali HATE HIM... n sumtym i reali ENVY HIM... i HATE HIM cox HE HURT dear so much... n i ENVY HIM cox HE spend alot tym of wif dear... celebrate dey 1st mth/2nd mth n mani tgt...

mayb sum spammer is rtye abt HIM bah... HE'S much more better den mi... HE's gud lookin; HIS sweetness; HE'S jokes; dey cn spend more tym tgt... if i were tu compare tu HIM... its reali an heaven n an earth... HE'S da heaven while im da earth... im nt compare tu HIM... haix... da kinda da ting sweet ting HE DID... i cn nv eva do it...

dere's a song goes lyk dis:
bu shou hu de wen rong rang ni li kai wo
wo yi wei ni dou hui dong

i hope dis ting wun happen... for i dono ani sweetalk nor romantics ting... i mayb be plain plain... mayb she'll be tinkin dat " ya horx... u're nt spendin tym wif mi... nt givin mi aniting... n sweet enuff n so ugly... ' n decides tu leave tu mi... my hand shall den let go... let her free... as long as she's im happy... i don wish for aniting... jus hope dat she's fine... dere's a song in HIS blog goes lyk dis

yi ding shi wo bu gou hao
suo yi cai xiang yao tao
tao dao tian ya he hai jiao
duo zai bie ren de huai bao

ni neng bu neng bu guan guo de hao bu hao
bu gu yi duo kai bu rang wo zhi dao
zhi yao ni guo hen hao shen me dou yi bu zhong yao
wo bu hui gu yi da rao
gen bu hui rang ni fan yao
wo mei yi ye bu guan ni zhi bu zhi dao
sha sha liu zhe yan li mo mo de qi dao
xi wang ni guo de hao

its reali a meaningfull song... hope i wun doin wat da ting is dere in da lyrics... hmm... im gona stop tinkin too much... will cherish her more... n nt let cry animore... lastly... iluvu my dear... tc of urslf... i noe im nt ani better den HIM... bt at least i cherish u more den HIM... as for luv... im nt sure... for im nt HIM... dat onli for mi tu find out for u tu noe... ya mayb im reali lyk wat dos spammer sae... nt fit tu be wif u... ur much more prefect wif HIM... if u were tu wif mi... SUFFERIN IS MORE... dat wat dey sae... thou i noe its fake... bt i believe... sumhw its rtye... jun nan pei mei nu... HE'S jun nan n u're a mei nu... n im she me dou bu shi... =/ im nth in evry ppl eyes... no one will notice mi... nor noe dat naughtyboy's alive... i guess i onli bring hurt more den happy tu da ppl arnd mi... my frenx;my liondance frenx;my colleage;my sintua frenx;my frenx; n my dear... sry for da hurt dat i've created... reali sry... if ur don wna see naughtyboy... naughtyboy shall leave n nv cum back... (: thou ur may seems tu be happy wif mi... bt i noe sumhw in ur hart... ur hate mi... lyk my frenx in sec sch... thou dey may seem tu smile wif n close wif mi... bt actually dey all hate mi... i noe it all along... feel da hate dey hv for mi... im dumb too continue tu wif dem rtye... if i don den i don hv ani frenx animore... hmm... forgt it... since evryone hv graduated... its tym tu noe another group of frenx le... i mayb forgtten... bt u're nt... =/ don miss mi when im gone...

signin off...
naughtyboy
10.11pm
150108