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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

was intendin to mit wif galgal 1st b4 i hlp her to take her stocks bt she want to see the stocks urgently, so boh bian mus hlp her take b4 mitin her. haix. cnt see her long her tml. cox of smt.

todae mit up wif her n went mcd eat. intend tu laptop one, bt dont know y her laptop cnt use the net den cnt do aniting los. den we jus listen to song. den after dat we went tu walk walk. den laopo wna see laptop so went to ths laptop shop n see see los. den she saw dis laptop. she wna buy. bt dono y in the end didnt buy. tinks is cox her ahma bah??? n she cried. cox she quarrel wif her ahma i tink. den she went totally emo. haix. 1st tym cn. den she lyk don recognise mi cn? tok tu her ro wateva she gt reaction cn? haix. so so so sad. den i send her hm. den i pei her go hm. hug her n kiss her. bt she hv no reaction too. den she jus went up w/o ani buaix buaix. den i was =/ haix. cnt blame her. cox she dono even noe wat happen. call her frm 4-6pm no ans. haix. i was reali reali wry los. i dono wat tu do. cnt do aniting sia. haix. den she replied @ 6 plus i was so happy los. n she's fine. chat wif her jus nw. bt hang le. cox she goin slp as she's tired. haix. so span tired< was="/">
den jiu sae ok los. haix.

hope she's reali fine. =/ i wan tu see her happy wan tu do smt tu make her happy n nt so emo. bt i dono hw n wat i shld do. im reali at lost! lucky my hse no penknife. if nt i'll jus take it n leave a few line on my hand. it wun pain. for my hart is bleedin. so da pain on da cut is nth compare tu dat. galgal is sufferin yet i cnt do aniting. wth cn? i wna hlp. bt wo you xin wu li. i cnt do nth. for i don hv da capability tu do aniting. =/ i emo-in again. haix. dis few dae keep emo-in bt galgal didnt noe i tink. bt tink she'll feel it bah? cox her sixth sense is damn accurate cn? haix.

wo xiang yao bang ta
wo you xing que wu li
bu neng bang shang she me mang
jue de zi ji hen mei yong
zi neng yan zhen zhen kan zhe ta shou ku
ke shi se me ye bu neng zuo
wo shi bu shi hen mei you
shi bu shi yi ke lan de nan peng you
bao bei qing ni hao hao zhao gu zi ji
bu xi wang ni you ren he shi qing
wo bu zai ni shen bian de shi hou
qing ni hao hao zhao gu zi ji
wo ai ni wo xiang ni
mei yi fen mei yi miao dou zai xiang zhe ni
xing li dian ji de dou shi ni

haix. evry nite i woke up @ 4am dono y. jus cnt slp. haix. den 6am den cn slp again. ahh! one dae i'll reali colapse b4 galgal. haix. feel lyk goin sumwhr n lie dwn. wna put evryting aside n don tink of aniting. jus lie dere quietly. =/

signin off...
naughtyboy
11.08pm
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