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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

merry x'mas evryone. 1mth le. (: hmm. dis one mth is quite a peaceful one. no quarrel all dis (: jus happiness m saddnes. happy is when i cn see galgal n sad is when i cnt see her. haix. is dere aniting i cn do tu hlp galgal? i wna noe wat u cn do. i wna hlp her. i wan tu see her live a normal lyf. bt is dere aniting i cn di? wtf. dere's mani mani ting i still doesnt understand, mani mani ting i wna noe. bt i noe i cn nv understand nor gt tu noe dos ting. i wna ask wna hlp wna sae smt, bt im afraid dat i'll harm more den hlp.

smt i don reali understand wat's goin on. nor wat shld i do. im feel hlpless smt. all i cn do is jus sit n watch ting happen. i cnt do aniting tu prevent tings frm happenin. im reali vry confused smt. haix. i dono reali dono wat tu do.

hmm. galgal. don tink so so so much. yaya? u hv mi eh, rmb? i wun leave u alone da. i wun let anione harm u da. pls take gud care of urslf. yaya? sch reopenin le. study hard oso, gt into a poly n go for da course u lyk (: ily (:

dono if ur happy during dis 1mth nth, dono if ur gtt da kinda luv u wan nt, dono if wat i do make u happy or sad. i wna noe. i reali wna noe. i wna hold ur hand n accompany u foreva. i wna hug u n nt let u go. let u feel warmth when ur cold. haix. we'll last long rtye? will we? i don wan u tu leave. i don wan tu let u leave. let's do wat we sae alrtye? i nid u. ily n imy. haix.

guess i shall end here. im vry confused nw. vry fan nw, vry blur nw. i dono wat is da nxt step i shld take nor da nxt ting i shld do. cn anione pls tell mi? i reali wna noe evryting dat i dono, wna understand evryting i don understand. ahhh!!! i reali wna let go of evryting. n jus close my eyes n hv a long slp n if cn jus leave dis world lyk dat. its peaceful alryte. no pain no nth no injury. so nice cn? =/ hmm. tc evryone. i nid tu close my eyes n stop tinkin of aniting for da tym being.

todae its one mth. happy one mth my gal. iluvu laopo (:

signin off...
naughtyboy
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