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Monday, June 9, 2008

hmm. meet dear last friday. super happy. but then on the other side. im sad and heartbroken. realised that her smile is no longer as sweet. haix. and she slim down also. haix. guess she didnt eat well this few days bahr. hmm. thou i meet her for jus last then 3 hr. but i know it's enough. i love to be with her. for i can forget about every problems. just enjoy myself being with her. and i hope she do so. (:

counting down again (: 16 more days to 7th month. woohoo. 5 more month to 1year. i know we can last till 1year. and even longer. (: hmm. every day is just so plain without her being by my side. hmm. now i'm going to have my 1st holiday. hahx. 3weeks. wahahx. i guess i'll meet her whenever i'm free during that 3 weeks. if not when school reopen can't meet that much le.

talking about school holiday. I'VE ALOT OF ASSIGNMENTS TO DO!!! haven't start any assignment yet los. wtf!!! hate it man. gt so many to do. wtf. how how how? must complete LLA by this wed. and i'm doing it tomorrow. for it'll be a fast one. then up comes OFA - powerpoint. den after that LSM n BFD which need my group member. kns. arh. so many los. sianx diaox man. left one more exam which is BFD i think shld be able to pass bahr? wahahx. can't fail the exam. at least also must pass. (: must do well for this course. for i want to have a better job after i graduate and hope i can get into a poly. this is the last chance for me to get into a poly. can't afford to screw it up.

ah ma pay for this course. so can't waste her money. must do her proud and must have a job that gives me a good pay thus i don't need to worry about money problems. thus my parents don't have to work so hard inorder to support the family. now it's my turn and job to help support my family's income. have yet to save money. i need to start to save money le. wanted to start a business of my own. but i've no idea where to start from. so will start saving money first. (:

can't let dear and my family to suffer. want them to live a better life. if can i want to marry with dear first. want to get her out from her family. don't want her to be trapped like a jail bird. that house isn't meant for people to stay. will only suffer nia. lol.

lastly, i miss her alot. i really miss her. haven't been meeting her for very long le. haix. miss-ed her hug and kisses. haix. iloveyou baobei (:

signin off...
naughtyboy
14.48pm
09.06.08

Monday, June 9, 2008