Should Be Happy Or Sad?.
Friday, August 10, 2007

t0dae went tu escape wif my gal n her gan la0g0ng surprisinly... i feel s0 extra... haix... was fun th0u... bt 0ne da 0ther hand its nt... as im sumhw being ps ba... haix... den after g0ing escape we went tu marina tu see firew0rk... its nice l0s... n after watchin i cried... its nt immediately la... its lyk half an hr ltr... c0x i reali feel l0nely... th0u she's wif mi... im lyk being left 0ut... im walkin al0ne m0st 0f da tym...

cn sae im jeal0us ba... th0u he's her gan la0g0ng... bt den da acti0n 0s0 d0n nida be s0 cl0se ba??? as if he's her real da la0g0ng... haix... den i 0s0 d0n0 hw tell her... d0n wna hurt her... haix... s0 might as well i keep it tu myslf l0s... hurtin myslf is beta den hurtin her... yaya???

mayb she d0esnt n0e... 0r mayb her n0e... im sad... reali vry sad... it seem dat he's her stead rather den mi l0s... deir s0 cl0se... in fr0nt 0f mi sum m0re... haix...

i reali feel lyk cryin 0ut l0ud... bt i d0n0 hw tu... th0u we jus stead f0r lyk a wk lyk dat... bt i seem tu hv cried mani mani tym le... will she n0e hw i feel???? im al0ne.... i hate being al0ne... i g0 whr she 0s0 d0n0... haix... im reali jeal0us... im stead yet she's nt cl0se tu mi... wat cn i d0??? he's her gan la0g0ng ma... n0e each 0ther l0nger den i d0... yaya???? wld u be dere when i nid u??? wld u be dere when i nid a sh0ulder tu lean????

yes... mayb i wr0ng by walkin al0ne... bt i did dis 0s0 bc0x wna let dem hv sum space tu t0k... d0n wna disturb dem thus i walk away... quitely... t0dae im reali vry vry sad... hw i wish i cld cry 0ut real l0ud...

gal... im sry f0r em0-in t0dae... bt da ting dat happen t0dae reali make mi vry vry em0... i d0n lyk tu be al0ne... i ahte it man... im being ps by frenx c0x 0f gal b4.. thus i hate l0neliness... ily...

n dat all ba...

wish ting wld be beta... n her vulgarities wld bcum lesser...

hart br0ken... :'(

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