It's where it begins .

Felt So Down.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

t0dae my m00d is still vry dwn... th0u i w0n a billard game... bt im nt happy... i try tu keep myslf happy n smile all da tym... bt actually im tryin tu escape frm da fact... i d0n wna n0e da fact... bt da fact is da fact... it cnt be change... jus lyk my luv f0r u... i wun be change... bt im tryin tu... as i d0n wna mkae u fan n0r guilty... gal... wateva u d0... naughtyb0y will be hlpin u... n i'll nt gt intu ur r/s lyf... will nt purposely let u see mi da... in case u feel dwn... i'll scram 0nce ur attach... 0r 0nce sum0ne lyk u... naughtyb0y will stay str0ng da... try tu stay as str0ng as i cn... 0nce im 0k... i'll sl0wly f0rgt abt u... n we'll be frenx again... mayb dat tym i'hv graduate le.. hahx... mus naughtyb0y awaes be da 0ne tu bless da gal he luv??? d0esnt he hv da chance tu last wif da gal he luv??? 0r its nt da tym nw???

my m00d will bcum beta as dae pass... see da frenx arnd mi is either attach 0r is waitin tu g0 intu a r/s... im s0 happy f0r dem yet sad f0r mi... c0x im scare dat i'll be left 0ut 0nce dey'r all attach... im lyk an extra tu my frenx... if dey d0n hv gal den cum find mi... den gt gal den will left mi 0ut... bt suan le... dat wat naughtyb0y's lyf r... wat tu d0??? its fate... hahx... mayb 0ne dae i'll jus find da vry special gal hu will be my lyf-l0ng partner??? hu n0e... hahx... s0 l0ng nw...

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naughtyb0y
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