Love you so much.
Monday, March 15, 2010

Today is 15.03.10 which means it's our 4 months together already. Hahas. But it seems so long already. Hahas. This 4 months with you, I'm really happy. Without you around I really don't know how my life will be like. This 4 months, many things happened. Ups and downs. But somehow those things didn't manage to affect our feelings.

Our love is getting stronger and stronger. Hahas. I love you. Really hope, we'll never talked about my past anymore. Cause it'll only affect our feelings. Like I always say. It's the past already. So no more point talking or thinking about it. It'll never be like the same anymore. I've really let go of my past already.

251107 was past that I somehow couldn't bear to let go, for 251107 - 200609 was the period that I know what's true love. But too bad, I didn't manage to keep her or maintain the relationship well. She's the one that I ever love so much. Yet, was also the one that I ever hurt so much. But now since she's married, so I should really let go already. And yes I've let it go before I know you.

I wanted to start from the begining. Wanted to experience a whole new love again. And I found you. From stranger we become friends, from friends we become close friends, and from close friends, we become couple. The road since the day I told you I want tot be with you till now wasn't an easy road. But I never regret falling in love with you. Though sometime you're quite silly, abit blur, sometime really fierce, once awhile unreasonable. But then I love it all. Hahas.

Love the way when you're angry, the love way when you act cute, love the way you sleep, love the way went emo when you're full or feeling sleepy, love the way when you're jealous and love everythings that you do for me. Just simple love you. Hahas.

Now in my heart, there's only you and no one else. In the first place I didn't dare to love you wholeheartedly, for I'm scare the same old things will repeat again. But then as time passed, I know and I believe it'll not happen again. I'm not scare that you'll run away. Hahas.

It's not easy for you also. For there's so much objection in the first place. But sometime we managed to solve all those. And thus we're still together till now. Hahas. There's like so much things I wanted to tell you. But slowly bahr. Hahas. We've so much time in the future to tell you. Hahas. Shall end here already.

Lastly, I love my silly you. Love you as who you're and thanks for loving me as who I am. I nevere regret falling in love with you. I love you and only you. I'll never leave you and hope you'll not leave me too. (: Love you forever

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