NaughtyBoy ♥ Apple (:

2011 !

2011-01-01T10:16:00.002+08:00

It'a 2011 today. A brand new year. There's like so much I want to do. Hahas. But most importantly, I want me and my baby to be together as long as possible. Hahas. I want our love to becomer stronger, less quarrel, more time for each other, a better life for both us.

Baby, sorry. I may not be a good boyfriend. Cause we spent our last day of 2010 at home. Plus I'm too tired, and I slept till 1200am then I woke up. Didn't countdown with you. So sorry baby. I know I've been making you sad and angry all this while. But you always forgive me. I love you baby.

As a boyfriend, I did nothing much for you. The thing you wanted I didn't seems to make it happen for you, sorry. Now that you're sleeping.The way you sleep really make me so happy. Cause you seems so peaceful. Hahas. My beloved baby, I'll always be with you till the end. I'll never leave. Let us work hard for our future. Let's hang on tight together. Okay? 2011 will be a better for us.

I believe that life will be better for us. Whatever things that we've not yet done, let us try to do it this year. Learn from our mistake from 2010, and we'll try not to repeat those mistake in 2011. Let us make wise decision this year. We also must save money this year. Hahas.

Shall end here now. I love you forever.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:26am
010111

Booking In Soon

2010-12-25T16:43:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since I last post. Time passed so fast. I'm in army for about 1 months plus liao. 2 more weeks going to be my POP. Like finally. Hahas. But army life still goes on. Army life was quite okay. But I miss baby so much. Time just doesn't to be enough for me to see her. Sorry baby.

Don't feel so sad whenever I go back camp okay? It's normal de. Must always stay happy. Thanks for waiting for me. We still got a long way to go. We've been together for 1year 1months plus liao. Hahas. So happy. (:

Must take good care of yourself okay? I'll be worry for you de. Must hold on to my hand tight and never let go okay? Cause I'll not let go of your hand de. Must remember what my mummy that day. Okay? That day will come de. Must have patience. (: Smile smile.

You're working right now. Sorry can't celebrate christmas with you, cause I need to book in later as tomorrow I've guard duty. I'll take care of myself de. So don't need worry so much okay? Nothing will happen to me de. (:

Thanks for the present you gave me. I love it. Hahas. Sorry for not posting for so long. You too must post something also. Okay? Hope that we'll be together till the end. (: I love you. I shall end here. I love you, my beloved baby.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
16:52pm
251210

10 more days !

2010-10-29T10:29:00.002+08:00

Oh oh oh, today is 29 oct already. Means left around 10 days more before I go army. Hahas. Getting closer liao. Bored. Baby been working since monday till now. I miss her. She's still sleeping now. Hahas. She's really tired. Let her rest well bahr. (: Guys training must carry on even when I'm in army. Okay? Let's show people our hard work. Hahas. Surprise them , shocked them , let their jaw drop to the floor . Hahas. (:

Don't know what to post already.

My baby : Please take good care of yourself when I'm in army , must eat and rest well. Okay? Also must sleep early don't always late sleep. I'll be worry about you when I'm in army. I'll miss you and will still love you even when I'm in army. Okay? I don't want to see you fall sick all that okay? I love you. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:36am
29.10.10

Counting Down

2010-10-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

Blog dead for quite sometime. Lazy to post already. Sorry sorry. 11 months had passed just last friday, and tomorrow is my birthday. Wonder where to go. But that'll have to wait till tomorrow then decide. Anyway, I'm SICKED. GOSH. Baby gave me a GUCCI perfumed. The smell so nice. Will post the picture soon. Currently, camera down. Thanks baby for the present. Love it so much!

3 more weeks to become NSF. Gosh, like so fast, but not fast enough. Really hope it'll come faster, don't want to wait anymore. Faster come and faster gone. Life will be different for both of us. Cause we can only meet 2 days per week only. Bear with it okay? Just 2 years only. Though it's not a short period but it isn't a long time too. Must take good care of yourself okay? Don't be naughty wors. Must eat and drink and sleep well. Must miss me too. Cause I'll definitely miss you alot. Hehes.

Hehes. Anyway, going one year liao. Baby happy ma? Though we can't celebrate on the actual day, but we'll celebrate it earlier or later okay? Hehes. Smile smile always. Okay? Can't sad sad. I love you. No matter what our road will become in the upcoming months. Must remember. I'll always be your baby for as long as you want. Wait for me okay? Time will pass very fast de. I'm very sure.

Guess I shall end here. Nothing much to post also. But lastly, I love you forever. No matter what happen, no matter how the world may change, no matter how things may change, remember this : My love will never changed! (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:32pm
20.10.10

New blog skin

2010-08-29T23:55:00.004+08:00

Spent quite sometime to figure out how to edit this new blogskins. It took me a few hours to figure it out. But finally it's done. Hahas. Not forgetting, it's the first time I edit photo also. Maybe it's not nicely edited. But it's my first try afterall. I'll try to edit more photo. Hahas. Work is still so stressed.

So much things for me to do. The attachments students will going leaving this coming saturday, which means I'll be the only one doing things now. Gosh. Headache. Hope that the new man will come so I'll not need to do so much things. Hahas.

Girlfriend is so tired this few days, wonder why also. Worry about her. Her N levels coming. Good luck okay? Must pass wors. Hahas. Going to September already. So fast. Amry life is just 2 months from now. Sians. Really hope can faster start army life. So can faster end it also. Hahas.

Guess shall end here now. Hahas. A short post only. Not forgetting, I love you. Hahas.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
00:05am
30.08.10

Time just passed like this .

2010-08-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

It's been really a long time since I last blog. Cause really don't know what to post. It'll be 9th month this coming sunday. Hahas. Well. Many things have happened during this period when I didn't blog. Competition is over. Everyone did our best. Anyway well done guys. Though it's too long to say all this. Hahas. Jiayou bahr. We still next year. Hahas. Training is back. Hahas. Need to brush up and train many things. Wait and see bahr. Hahas. Be surprised. (:

Work is still like OMG. Really sick and tired of working already. But no choice, no work = no income. So still have to tolerate till oct. Then rest maybe till I go army. Hahas. 3 more months, it'll be my turn to go army. Like so fast. When I receive the enlistment letter, it's half a year. But now 3 months had passed already. Sian half. But faster go army = faster end army life. Hahas.

Girlfriend and I are getting along quite well. Though sometime we still quarrel and argue over small problem. But it's also cause of these quarrel and arguements that made our love and relationship stronger. Hahas. Life is just like this. Sometime you'll be happy and sometime you'll be sad. But no you're happy or sad. Life still goes on. It'll never stop for us.

Really very worry for girlfriend. Lunar 7th month is just later at 12am. Please do take good care of yourself during this 7th month. Anything happen please do let me know immediately. Okay? I'll be really worry for you. I'm really so so so tired. I don't know why. I'm like never enough rest. Hais. But I'm fine. Just tired only. (:

Well, guess I shall end here already. Nothing much to post liao. Anyway, girlfriend. Do remember to look after yourself. Really very worry for you yesterday. I miss you and I love you forever. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:19pm
09.08.10

Gosh !

2010-06-20T14:10:00.002+08:00

It's been a month since I last blog. Blog is dying. 5 days had passed since our 7 months. Hahas. I love you. We've manage to come this far even when we've so much arguments and quarrel. Thus nothing will break us apart. Whatever the future will be, let's not think about it first. What most important is the present. We should think what we must do the next minute and not the next few days or even years. For, we can't foresee the future. We can't predict it also.

We shouldn't be wasting time thinking what we should in the future, what will happen in the future. We should be thinking what we should do later on. Cause we won't know what will happen tomorrow. Whether if we're poor or rich. We're still human. Life still goes on. So what if we're damn fucking rich, but we're leading a happy life. We maybe poor but if our life is happy, we have a roof to live in, enough clothes, enough food and enough friends. Why not?

Girlfriend is always so scare. But girlfriend, there's nothing to be scare about. Whatever dream you've. I doubt it will come true. Cause it's just a dream. Have faith in me. Have faith in yourself. That's what i always tell you. Don't bother about whoever that's going to love me or what. It's up to me whether to accept or not. But Let me tell you. All I want is you. You're what I need. I don't need any other girl in my life.

Hold my tight and I'll too hold you tight. I won't let go of your hand. I'll be with you till forever. I'll love you forever. Don't worry and be happy. (: I love you.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
20.06.10
14:22pm

WoW WoW !

2010-05-23T21:26:00.003+08:00

Back posting again. Gosh, about 2 weeks no post liao I guess. Hahas. Been so lazy to post. First thing, just passed our 6 months last Saturday. But sorry, didn't manage to go anywhere to celebrate, due to some reasons. But afterall we had fun the next day, I guess? Hahas.

Work been so boring nowadays. Always doing the same things for the past one week. Alamak. Hate it man! Still not yet receive my enlistment letter, wonder if it's good or bad. Argh! Tomorrow working again! Sians.

Don't know what else can I post already. Hahas. Took quite a number of pictures recently. Will find one day to post it in my facebook. (: Hahas. Guess I shall end here. As I'm really so lazy to type. Hahas.

Today early in the morning met up with Kelvin and xuan rui to collect staircase use for lorry decoration. Not bad larhs. We shall edit it ourselves los. Hahas. Girlfriend came along too. After collecting it, we went to eat. After that went to kor kor shop let him see. Then went batok to put it, lastly went home with girlfriend.

Don't know where to go actually. Then we decide to go Great World City. After some decision, we finally decided to go. Hahas. Changed, then see girlfriend home cause she need change too. After that we went to Great World City. When we reached there, we decided to check out whether if there's anything to shop not.

Then we realise, there isn't much things los. So we went to eat lunch as we're both hungry. Hahas. After eating, we went walk walk again. Awhile later we decided to go Orchard. Took bus 16, half way towards Orchard, girlfriend say she feel like going Pasir Ris see pets. So we took bus all the way to Bedok. But half way to Bedok we decided to change location. Going airport instead.

But when we reached Bedok, we decided to change place again. Hahas. Like OMG larhs. We're so undecisive. Hahas. Finally, we decided to Jurong Point instead.
As the time was around 5plus when we reached Bedok. So decided to take but to Jurong Point then have our dinner there. Hahas. So we took the bus to Jurong Point. Reached there at around 7plus. Ate at KFC. Hahas. And home sweet home of cause.

So today eventually most of the time was spent on the bus journey. Though it's long and boring. But the bus journey wasn't a wasted one. Cause we went passed many place we didn't go before. Hahas. I can say it's "fun" afterall bahr?

I've been making girlfriend angry, like more and more already. Hais. So sorry. I'm like so blur larhs. Doing what also don't know. Sians. Sorry. But I love girlfriend so much. (:

Lastly, I love you. The road ahead is still so long. We can't predict the future. But we can do whatever it take for us to walk till forever. (: Love you so much. Hahas.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:33pm
23.05.10

You're the one for me

2010-05-09T21:11:00.003+08:00

Back posting. Hehes. So bored now. Nothing much to do. This coming saturday will be our 6th months. Hahas. But then the time seems to pass so slow. Gosh. Still wondering where to go this coming saturday. Hahas. Shall think about it again.

Training for the past few days. Gosh. So tired. Aching here and there. Dragon competition is just next month. After dragon competition, up come lion competition. Jiayou bahr, we can do it de. Even if we can't win another. At least we gain experience. But we'll do our best. Hahas.

Girlfriend, 6 months isn't a short moment. Maybe I'm not as caring as last time, may not be as loving you as much as last time. But my love for you is always true. I'll try to be change to become better. Not to worry much alright. Nothing will ever change my love for you.

The past is always the past. It'll never become reality anymore. The past isn't important anymore, what's important now, is that our love will be stronger and we can continue walking smoothly. Though nowadays we're like quarrelling over small issue or small matter. But then please have faith in our love, have faith in yourself and have faith in me. Maybe I've done things that doesn't gain your trust as much as before. But still, the love for you is always there.

I need you more than anything. From next week onward, maybe I won't be able to accompany you so much liao. But don't worry alright, I'll still try spend time with you. Don't worry too much. I'll take care of myself when I'm at training and work. I'll try not to injure myself so much. Hehes.

Thanks for all the love and care for me. I love you so much. Really hope time will pass faster. Hahas. Shall end here liao.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
09.05.10
21:24pm

2010-05-06T14:24:00.004+08:00

sorry , didin't ask you for your permission ,
sorry sorry . hope you understand ?

Just want let you know that i am waiting for you , hope to see you happy . I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU . i won't let go you and i will want to walk this road with you , i don't care what other say ! i just want you , maybe some people see this will say i BHB . but what i know is i love him not you . so just keep your comment to yourself. Thank you.

last thing to say remember our ring .

Apple Lim ♥ Naughtyboy.

Sorry everyone ):

2010-05-02T17:54:00.003+08:00

Sorry mummy and papa. Sorry for not going to aunty's house for dinner. I only want to pei mummy nia. Not I don't want to go. I really just want to pei mummy. It's okay for scolding me. Cause you two thought I don't want go eat. Won't blame you two de. Sorry. Maybe I really didn't think for you two. But I guess ah yi they all will understand de. Thanks for the scolding. Smile bahr. Really hope you two will understand as well. But hais. I really don't know how to tell you all. Just take it as it's my fault bahr. Hehes. ):

Sorry also. Don't blame yourself. Silly girl. Not your fault. Is I don't want go. Is I want to pei mummy. So don't blame yourself. I love you. Smile too okay? (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
18:00pm
02.05.10

I love you (:

2010-05-02T12:19:00.002+08:00

Backed to posting. Hahas. Like so long no blog already. Hahas. Yesterday went out with girlfriend for pool session. Everything ended around 7plus and it cause us 40plus los. Lucky share with other people, if not jiu very ex los. Hahas. Had fun I can say? Hahas. Pool skill still haven't really improved much. Hahas.

Sians. Training about to start liao. Dragon competition is just next month only. Thus we'll be having intensive training for dragon liao. Sians los. But whatever bahr. Jiayou bahr, guys let's do our best for it. Since we've decided to go for the competition might as well do our very best in getting a better results than last year. I know we can do it de. But training will be definitely tough but we can make it through de. (: Good luck guys.

Girlfriend is still sleeping now. Yesterday after pool session we went down to sintua. Cause got things to do. Sintua ended around 11plus then we went home by trained. But alighted at CCK due to many people and lazy to wait. So we cabbed home. Reached home around 12plus then send girlfriend home first then I go home. Hahas. She must be really tired now. Later going to aunty;s house for mother day celebration but don't know if going not. Cause mummy working so won't be joining us. Maybe not going and intend to pei her. Will see how later bahr.

Last but least. I love girlfriend. Thanks for tolerating my attitude all that. I love you to max. In the upcoming roads, maybe we'll not be meeting so much due to training all that. But I'll still try to spend time to pei you. (: Don't worry. Okay? Don't think too much also. Nothing will change my love for you. (: Shall end here. And I miss you now.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
12:34pm
02.05.10

My blog's dying !

2010-04-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

Just realise I've not been posting for quite sometime already. Anyway, just passed my 5th month with girlfriend. Well. Didn't really go anyway. Maybe it's cause we're both sick that girl. Omg. Anyway it's 5 months already. Hahas. Been throught so much already. Hais. Anyway I'm really sorry. I know I'm not the same anymore. Like another this few days. I don't know what's happening to me. But whatever it is. The only thing that didn't change is my love for you. (: Don't be afraid of anything. Cause you've me with you to go through anything, and I mean anything, you name it. (:

It's going to be a very short post, as I'm about to go sleep already. Had been really tired, due to work. Argh. Stressed up, so much work loads. Lucky I've my guys to do it for me. Hahas. So I can do other things. Hahas. Anyway forget something, I no longer need face book anymore. After 4th May 2010 I'll officially graduated from ITE Colleage East. Hahas. It's like finally I don't need to study anymore.

But somehow really missed the times with classmate and friends in secondary life and my ite life. Well, it's only farewell and not goodbye. Hahas. Shall end here. Last but not least. I love my girlfriend to max. In whatever that's going to happen I'll want you and only you. (: Smile always (:

Signing off
N.boy (:
22:43pm
21.04.10

Sorry. );

2010-04-12T20:30:00.003+08:00

Went pray ah gong yesterday. Girlfriend went with me too. Hahas. After that went over to grandma house for lunch. Went to pack my clothes that I put at her house during my school days. Since now I'm not studying anymore so it's time I get back them. Hahas. After eating, chit chat with them. Then my family jiu leave grandma house. They went home, while girlfriend, my youngest brother and I went over to suntec. Hahas.. Wanted to get some electronic stuffs for myself. But ended up with nothing. Hahas. After that we decide to go Kboxing. Hahas. Thus headed over to marina square for some Kbox session. Booked for 530pm time slot. Since the time was still early. We decided to went shopping first. (: Hahas. Bought her another shirt. Then time passed real fast. It's time for our Kbox session. So we went in. Sang quite a number of song. Sang till 900pm. Went home after singing.

Girlfriend. I love you loads. (: This coming thursday will our 5th month liao. But I guess during this whole 5 months. I'm always making you cry, sad, angry, jealous. I'm sorry. Though we've less arguement and quarrel already. But then, somehow. We're not like the past anymore. I'm sorry. I know it's all my fault. ): Lastly I love you loads. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
20:48pm
12.04.10

I'm so sorry.

2010-04-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

Well. Have been really lazy to post nowadays. Hais. Recently just had a small quarrel with girlfriend. But everything's fine now. Really sorry about it. It's my fault for not being to understand how you feel. Sorry. But thanks for forgiving me. Love you so much. What a boring it is now to work. Omg. But no choice la. No work means no money. Hahas. So just bear with it bahr. (:

Anyway next week jiu 5month liao. Hahas. Didn't really realise it untill recently. Hahas. Guess I'm really busy with work to even know that now it's already april 6 liao. Hahas. Guess I shall end it here now. Cause I'm just too lazy to post larhs. But anyway I love girlfriend loads. No matter what happen I'll love you always (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
06.04.10
21:31pm

Boring life.

2010-03-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

Oh well. What a boring it is now. Work, work and more work. Getting my pay tomorrow. Going go settle all my bills. And guess what, my pay might not be enough. But whatever it is. I'll still have to settle the bills first.

Well. Just realised that this past few days or even weeks, there's quite some on and off tiffs with girlfriend over minor things. I guess I just carelessly said the wrong things or the message in a wrong tone that lead to some misunderstanding.

Sorry sorry. The way I express things or say something might be in the wrong tone or wrong way. Whatever it is. I've no meaning of hurting you or trying to hurt in anyway. Sometime I'm trying to do sometime or say something that's meant to be good. But just because I used the wrong tone or wrong way, and end up making you angry or sad. I'm really sorry.

Sorry for the wrong things I've said and done. I know you're getting to trust me more and more. The time we've for each other is like really getting lesser and lesser already. Hmm, 5th month is heading it's way here liao. Hahas.

Really very happy that we've been together for 5 months since 151109. Hahas. Really hope our relationship will get better and better. With lesser and lesser tiffs or quarrel. Hahas. But thanks for all the tiffs we have, the quarrels we have. Cause I really understand you more throught all that. (: Hahas.

Shall end liao. Lastly, I really love you loads. Hahas. Be with me till forever. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:10pm
29.03.10

Well Well

2010-03-23T21:05:00.002+08:00

Well, I'm back working again. Hahas. It's tough like before. So much things to do and shift around. As usual, shifting here and there like nobody business. My god. When can my boss stop shifting things around. Seeing the barcode really make me headache. So many number. So many items. Oh well, no choice. Have to bear with it till I go army. Hahas. Well. Getting my pay next week. But not sure how much. Didn't really bother much about the amount. As long as it's enough for me to survive, then it's okay.

Sorry girlfriend, wont' be able to accompany you so much like before liao. I know you understand. But still must say sorry. Hahas. My silly girlfriend. Remember not to miss out your meals okay? Without me, you still must eat and drink. Hahas. Sorry can't sms with you when I'm working. Cause I'm assign with work and more works. I don't know when will the work load reduce. Hahas.

Sometime silly thoughts do run through my mind. Hahas. Sometime I really don't know if girlfriend is feeling happy or sad with me. Can't really tell from her expression. As usual, I still don't know how to see whether she's happy or not. Gosh. How stupid am I. My god. But somehow I do understand her abit. Hahas. From her action or behaviour can tell what she want. Hahas.

But afterall she's a girl too. Sometime she'll feel sensitive over somethings. Hahas. Sorry. I'll learn how to not make you feel suspicious or doubt my words and action. Hahas. Last but not least. I love my girlfriend loads. Really don't want to lose her the way I lose someone. If not I'll really hate myself this life. Hahas. I'll cherish her and never let her go. Hahas. Shall end here. (: I love girlfriend loads. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:23pm
23.03.10

Nothing will change my love for you

2010-03-18T16:59:00.003+08:00

Firstly, before I start my post. I've something for x. Whatever that you're going to say or what will never affect us. If you're trying to say something that will affect my relationship, let me tell you. You'll never succeed. Thanks loads. Please don't ever come to this blog again. I don't welcome you.

Well. This few weeks have been with her almost everyday. But next week on jiu can't everyday meet le. Cause need to start going back to work liao. Well. This period when we're together, there's quarrel, there's also laughter. We've been through really quite alot of things. 4months had passed. Hope that the next few months before I go for army, we still can spend some happy moment together. Hahas.

Army life is getting nearer and nearer, but I've yet to receive the enlistment letter. Really hope to get it soon. So I can know when I need to report to army, how long more I still can spend time with her. Sounds like I'm dying. Hahas. Touch wood larhs. Well. Having her around me is really a great things. Hahas. Sometimes she's so blur, and sometime I'm blur. Hahas.

Just want to tell you. No matter what happen, I'll love you as who you're. I won't go back to my ex or love any other girls. I love you and only you. I'll not leave you. (: So don't worry much. I'm yours till the day you don't want me. Hahas. Silly you. Don't think too much. Okay? Nothing will happen to us. Trust me, have faith in me. Hahas.

I love you and it's for real. I'm not someone who will love pretty girls only. I love someone who will love me for who I am. Though love doesn't need a reason. But I love you for who you're. Hahas. Silly you. I love you forever. Shall end here le. (:

Signing off.
NaughtyBoy ♥ Apple
17:11pm
18.03.10

Love you so much

2010-03-15T10:18:00.003+08:00

Today is 15.03.10 which means it's our 4 months together already. Hahas. But it seems so long already. Hahas. This 4 months with you, I'm really happy. Without you around I really don't know how my life will be like. This 4 months, many things happened. Ups and downs. But somehow those things didn't manage to affect our feelings.

Our love is getting stronger and stronger. Hahas. I love you. Really hope, we'll never talked about my past anymore. Cause it'll only affect our feelings. Like I always say. It's the past already. So no more point talking or thinking about it. It'll never be like the same anymore. I've really let go of my past already.

251107 was past that I somehow couldn't bear to let go, for 251107 - 200609 was the period that I know what's true love. But too bad, I didn't manage to keep her or maintain the relationship well. She's the one that I ever love so much. Yet, was also the one that I ever hurt so much. But now since she's married, so I should really let go already. And yes I've let it go before I know you.

I wanted to start from the begining. Wanted to experience a whole new love again. And I found you. From stranger we become friends, from friends we become close friends, and from close friends, we become couple. The road since the day I told you I want tot be with you till now wasn't an easy road. But I never regret falling in love with you. Though sometime you're quite silly, abit blur, sometime really fierce, once awhile unreasonable. But then I love it all. Hahas.

Love the way when you're angry, the love way when you act cute, love the way you sleep, love the way went emo when you're full or feeling sleepy, love the way when you're jealous and love everythings that you do for me. Just simple love you. Hahas.

Now in my heart, there's only you and no one else. In the first place I didn't dare to love you wholeheartedly, for I'm scare the same old things will repeat again. But then as time passed, I know and I believe it'll not happen again. I'm not scare that you'll run away. Hahas.

It's not easy for you also. For there's so much objection in the first place. But sometime we managed to solve all those. And thus we're still together till now. Hahas. There's like so much things I wanted to tell you. But slowly bahr. Hahas. We've so much time in the future to tell you. Hahas. Shall end here already.

Lastly, I love my silly you. Love you as who you're and thanks for loving me as who I am. I nevere regret falling in love with you. I love you and only you. I'll never leave you and hope you'll not leave me too. (: Love you forever

I love you

2010-03-09T11:00:00.004+08:00

Sians. Finally no more chu shi no more sintua big day liao. About to go back work liao. Now really quite lazy to work. But no choice no work means no income. This few days have been meeting girlfriend almost everyday. Hahas. Very happy to see her everyday. Whenever we're together, time seems to pass real fast. Hahas. Still waiting for my NS letter. Really want to know when I'll need to report to army. Bored. Hopefully I'll go in around August or September. Hahas.

Girlfriend eh, please do take care of yourself. Don't always let me worry. Okay? Hmm, don't always think too much. I won't like other girls de. (: I only love you. Sometimes things I do or say maybe let you think the other way, you can doubt my words, my actions. But never doubt my love for you. The love you is true. No one can ever replace you in my heart. The past is the the past already. It'll never become the present. Since I've decided to let go of the past, so I'll never want to bring back or even think of the past anymore. I love you. Silly girl. Hahas.

Guess I shall end here liao. (: Love my girl loads. Wahahas. (: 6 more days will be our 4th months le. Hahas. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:12am
09.03.10

And finally.

2010-03-05T23:40:00.005+08:00

Finally, can really have a good rest today liao. Hahas. Chinese New Year is over and my sintua big day is over too. Finally can rest well liao. But tomorrow and sunday still got chu shi. Sians. Jiayou bahr. After this sunday de chu shi. Jiu can rest awhile liao. Hahas. Should have no more chu shi till further notice. Hahas. Very soon, will be going back to work soon. No choice. In need of money. Bored. About to get my bike licence liao. Need faster choice liao. Last practical liao. Jiayou also!

Not forgetting my girlfriend. Thanks for accompanying me during the days when I'm at sintua. Thanks so much. Sorry also. Didn't really been able to accompany you when I'm a sintua. Cause got lots of things to do. But really must thank you. Love you loads. Everything was successful I can say? Hahas. Maybe next year jiu won't be doing at the same place liao. We'll see how bahr. Hahas.

Well. Nothing much to post either. Shall end here I guess? Hahas. Lastly, I love you so much. Thanks for being with me all this time. I really do feel your love for me. Thanks so much. We'll not be apart. I love you.
Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:53pm
05.03.10

Freaking tired

2010-02-25T10:04:00.002+08:00

Been really busy with chu shi since New year eve till now. Gosh. Really very tired. But lucky everything have come to an end for me. But now will be busy with sintua celebration. Omg. Going busy again. One week won't be able to see her. Sure going to miss her like don't know what. Hais. Hope she'll be fine. Really worry about her. Yesterday went bugis with her to get some stuffs. Supposed is i get myself somethings. But ended up buying her alot of things. Hahas. But it's okay larhs. Supposed to go sintua de, but then last mintue say no need go. So we continue to shop los. Hahas. Stupid larhs. Need go on vegetarian liao! Argh!

Talked to her on the bus while we're going back panjang. She cried again. I'm really sorry. But I'll never leave you de. Time is passing real fast. Army letter have yet to come. Still waiting for it. Really want to know when I'll be going army. Girlfriend is really so silly.

Well. We're been together for 3months 10 days liao. It seems so long liao los. Omg. Time spend with her was really very happy. But sometime seeing her emo, I really don't know what to do. Kept asking her what happen. But she always don't want to say. Hais. Feel so useless. Whenever she's sad or emo. I can't do anything to help her. What a lousy boyfriend i am. Hais. Sorry.

Guess I shall end her liao. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:20am
25.02.10

Tired

2010-02-16T20:02:00.002+08:00

Gosh. Just came back from lion dance not long ago. So tired can! But it's fun afterall. Hahas. Must save the money I got from this chinese new year. Hahas. (: Really very tired. Sians.

Anyway, belated Happy 3rd Months Anniversary. Though wished you yesterday liao larhs. Hahas. This 3 months wasn't an easy road for us. Really. We've been so many UPs and DOWNs. So many problem and so many occasion where we've small tiff, small quarrel, some misunderstanding. Really hope that those things that we say heart to heart will help solve both of us the misunderstanding all that. All I can say is. Whatever it is, don't be worry that anyone will snatch me from you. (:

I'll never leave you for them. (: Don't worry. The love that you've given was so nice and I really do feel the love from you. Your care and concern. Sometime your clumisness was really cute too. I'm really glad to have you by my side. Without you, I really don't know what will become of me. I know sometime I don't know how to control my temper. But thanks for being so patience in trying yo control my temper. Love you. (:

Guess I shall end here liao. Goodbye (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
20:11pm
16.02.10

OMG !

2010-02-05T20:52:00.003+08:00

Gosh, supposed to go for bike lesson! But because of freaking TRAFFIC JAM, I missed my lesson! Whatever bahr. Shall be going next week. Bored. Been rather busy with work, report, lion dance nowadays. Tired tired tired. Tomorrow will be working half-day, lion dance after work then maybe go batok see tiao zhuang. (: Will see how bahr. Won't be meeting her for the next two days. Cause we're both busy. Shall meet on monday and maybe Tuesdays. We'll see how. But Wednesday most likely not meeting. Cause as usual she've cca. So shall let her rest well. (: Going be update rather less le. Cause will be busy with chu shi during Chinese new year.

I'm sorry, for not letting you come meet just now. Cause just now had a heavy downpour! So I'm scare that you'll fall sick if you come. So sorry. Hope you understand. I would rather you be angry with me, than you falling sick. Sorry sorry. Missing you right now. Hopefully will be seeing later bahr? Shall see how, and what time. Counting down to 1 week 3 days. But that day we're having chu shi. So can't celebrate with you. But hopefully will be bringing you to ah ma house for reunion dinner. Will see how on that day bahr. Anyway hope you like you valentine's present. (:

This 3 months there's really so much things happening. One after another. But we also solve one after another. Hmm, we also have small tiff here and there. But we're just fine after awhile. But whatever it is, let's just continue walk together hand in hand. Whatever that will be coming for us to face. Let's just face it together. I'm sure, with our love. We can overcome anything that's going to happen or will be happening. (: I love you.

Shall end here. Going to bath now. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
05.02.10
21.05pm

Life is just so nice with you around

2010-01-30T22:32:00.003+08:00

Went WH charlet yesterday. Met girlfriend at jurong east mrt around 1030pm like that then bus-ed over to the charlet. Ate first, cause was really hungry. HQ people arrived soon after I ate finish. Hahas. Had fun yesterday. Took quite a number of pictures. But didn't get to take the picture where WH was wet! Wahahas. Enjoy bro! (: Went home around 1plus. But before leaving the charlet. Was asked to drink. So had to drink if not sure can't go de. So drunk it. Damn hot larhs! KNS. Don't even know if there's mixer not. Fcuk. But never mind larhs. Once a while drink only. (: Hahas. So left home after drinking it. Was quite blur when I'm in the cab! Gosh! But lucky nothing happen. (:

Girlfriend came over to my house to sleep over again. (: Thanks loads. Bath first, then knock off right after I got onto my bed. Had a wonder sleep till my alarm clock WAKE me up. But didn't went to work. As I'm having hangover and abit feverish. So went back sleep. Woke up around 11plus 12, and girlfriend was just right beside me. (: So happy to see her when I wake up. It's what I always wanted. Wahahas. Went eat. Supposed to see doctor but ended up all CLOSED! So went back home and SLEEP again. Cause was still very tired. Woke up around 4plus 5 like that. Went BPP to eat with family except my papa cause he working. After that went NTUC to buy some stuffs for CNY. Hahas. And just sent girlfriend home around 930pm just now. And I'm missing her already. Won't be meeting her tomorrow cause we both have chu shi. But different timing. So will be meeting her on monday. (:

Really felt blissed to have her as my girlfriend. I really don't ask for anymore things already. Life will be just nice and simple as long as she's around. I love you loads. Shall end here le. Will be sleeping soon, tired. Gosh. Guess I should have some good rest already. Haven't been really sleeping well nowadays. So got to go rest already. (: Buais.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:50pm
30.01.10

Love is in the air

2010-01-29T19:21:00.004+08:00

Well, haven't been really posting recently. For I've no idea what to post plus I'm seriously too tired to blog nowadays. This should be quite a short post I guess, as I need to go sintua soon. Haven't been really meeting her this week. I miss her loads. Yesterday got to see her during chu shi. But didn't really get to chat or accompany her. So sorry. Will be meeting her later after sintua. Going to WH birthday. Happy birthday WH, KNS 21 liao hors. Should know how to really think le. Hahas. Best of luck man! Wahahas. Hope you'll enjoy your birthday later. Sure will become MERLION de. Wahahas.

Realise how blissed I am to have you. Without, I really don't know what will become of me. This 2 months plus we've been through quite alot of things. Really alot alot. It maybe tough for both of us. But especially you. I know you've been keeping quite some thing inside you. Feel so sorry to have let you suffer with me. We'll make it till the end. Have faith. (: I love you forever. Never want to leave you or ever let you go. Love is in the air.

Shall end here. Got to go already.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
19:30pm
29.01.10

Have faith in me

2010-01-25T20:21:00.003+08:00

Hmm, many many things happen recently. Sorry people. Sorry for venting anger last Saturday. Don't know why my mood was so bad. Really very sorry. I promised there won't be the next time. Sorry sorry. Hope you all will forgive me. Sians.

Sorry. Because of me, you're more stressed up. Really hope you'll be okay. Please be fine. Don't be stressed. Think wisely. I won't say anything de. Just be fine. I'm sorry. ): Smile always. Whatever it is. I'm always here for you. Thanks for your love. Really thankful to have you by my side. Without you, I really don't know what will I become. Whatever it is. I love you and only you. Don't need be afraid. I'll never leave you, for I only LOVE you. (: you're my everything. Silly girl. Have faith in me, nothing will or can ever change love for you. Love you always.

Attachment going end soon, BUT report sucks too core! I don't know how to do. STRESSED! Fcuked the report man! Argh! Stupid larhs. AIYO! But still hope I can score well. Having a B for attachment is isn't a problem de. But I can go for As de. Just need work abit more jiu got As le! Argh! Headache. Lastly I LOVE YOU (: Before I forget, somehow I seems to be ADDICTED to APPLE juice/drink. WAHAHAS. I'M BAD. xP

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
20:31pm
25.01.09

Let our love go on forever (:

2010-01-20T21:18:00.004+08:00

Well, it's been days since I last blog, Many things happen during this past one week. So many chu shi again! Next week also got chu shi, and more and more chu shi will come le. Then jiu chinese new year. Sians sians. Attachment going end le. But I still know nuts about the powerpoint and the report. Jia lat larhs! How how? Omg. Hope can make it larhs. Hahas.

It's 2 months 5 days since we're together. Really alot alot of things happen during this two months. Sorry sorry. My fault. But somehow we manage to overcome everything together. Many somethings still haven't really solve yet. But I guess very guess it'll be solve one by one. For there's a really long way for us to walk. We can't give up right now. Giving up right now, won't let everything come to an end either. So what we must really do now. Is to hold on to each other, and face everything together. Next few month we still have alot of things to face. Like, we can't meet much because of chu shi, sintua. Your mid-year will come very soon after chinese new year. Thus we can't really meet much also. Then I'll also be busy with work also. Then very soon army letter will come already.

The first few months were suppose to be honeymoon period but somehow it's the period where we're facing so many problems so many difficulties. Sorry if you're stress for everything that's happening now. Didn't expect things will turn out this way. But what I can say is, I'll never leave you alone to face all these problems or upcoming problems. I'll always be by your side leading you through the darkest period, you're not alone anymore. You've me now. (: Hahas. I love you now, and I'll always love you.

Please do look after yourself. Somehow I'm worrying you most of the time.I don't know why either. Sorry about some of my bad attitude, my behaviour and the way I react to somethings. I still think we should continue to talk heart to heart once per week. At least let both of us know how we really really every week, what things went wrong, what thing should be improve, what things shouldn't be said or done. Sometime I still feel that you're holding your feeling to yourself. There's something you wanted to say, but just don't know how to let me know. Silly girl. Hope that our love will be stronger as time pass. Let our love story goes on and never stop. I love you.

Shall end here now.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:47pm
20.01.10

Nothing to be afraid of anymore.

2010-01-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

Well. Finally, everything is settle I guess? Just for something only bahr. Well. Whatever it is, just remember NaughtyBoy is always here with you. (: No matter what happen I'll never leave you alone. I'll be there for you whenever you need me. Unless I really have somethings on. It's not easy since we're together. But somehow we manage to overcome everything bahr? Small quarrels or small arguments sure will have de. But it's only for that short moment we'll be very emo. But then after that we're fine le. Hahas.

I love you now and I'll always love you. Don't worry. I'll never leave you de. (: I'll be yours as long as you want. Silly girl. We'll never be apart de. No one will be able to separate us de. Trust me. Hehes. This coming friday will be our 2nd month le. Hahas. Somehow time pass really fast when we're together. It's so nice to have you around in my life. Now we don't have to hide here worry there whenever we go out le.

Whatever it is. Since I made the decision to be with you, thus I'll never regret loving you. Stay with me and never leave me as well. Many we'll not be able to meet everyday from next week onwards. But then, I hope our love will not fade because of that. I've faith in our love, have faith in you.

I guess that's all for now bahr. Shall end here le. Have nothing much to say already. But before I forget. I love You loads. Let our love go on and on bahr. (: Silly you. xp

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:40pm
10.01.10

changed blogskins

2010-01-06T21:52:00.005+08:00

Well. Changed my blogskin le. Hahas. Been working in warehouse this few days. Quite relax. Time seriously pass faster larhs. (: Hais. My logbook, report and powerpoint sure die larhs. Don't know how to do larhs. Fcuk!

And I realise that the time we spend together seems to be lesser and lesser. ): Well, I have work and you have study. So no choice larhs. But don't think too much okay? We'll be fine de. (: Hahas. Nothing will change our love de. I love my silly you. Wahahas.

Shall end le. Nothing much to post. I Miss You loads.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:56pm
06.01.09

I miss you .

2010-01-03T11:27:00.003+08:00

Bored, working again. Hais. Tomorrow going back warehouse hopefully will settle with I should be already. Been quite blur with my work place now. Don't know when I'll be working where. Omg. I'm not a ball eh. Where need me, then kick me there. Don't need me then kick me away. Lol. Sians larhs. Been really cash tight nowadays. Pay coming today I think. Hahas. Hopefully will not be so cash tight later.

My dear girl eh. Tomorrow on we'll not be able to meet so much already. Maybe one week meet only like 3 or 4 days only. Worst to worst 2 days. Hais. But will try to meet you whenever I'm off or when I can. Remember to look after yourself during the days we didn't meet. Don't let me worry. Okay? I'll be really fine de. So you don't need worry much. Somehow I really should stop thinking too much already. Shall have faith in our love. Well, nothing will be able to break us up de. (: Will be meeting you tomorrow, see you tomorrow bahr. Love you and miss you. Look after yourself okay? I'll be worry de.

Shall end here. Need prepare for work le. Buais. I love you.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:35am
03.01.10

Take care of yourself

2010-01-02T10:56:00.004+08:00

Well, it's the 2nd day of 2010. But somehow to me, it feel just another normal day bahr? Hahas. Had fun yesterday. My brother went to bu Itouch larh. Nabei. So good larhs. So shall see whether he use dao good or not. Then decide whether to buy anot. Hahas. If not good then jiu don't want buy le. Hahas. Sians. Will be working later on. Bored. Today stationing at Raffles City. OMG. Stressed. Hopefully tomorrow they let me off again larhs.

My poor girl. Please take care of yourself eh. Worry you so much. Hais. Thanks. Had lots of fun with you yesterday. Hahas. Well it's been awhile since we're together le. Hahas. Let's look forward bahr. Hahas. Being with you just seems so nice. Hahas. Though we may have some small quarrel but then it's okay to have quarrel de. At least we know what went wrong and stuff. Yeah? Hahas.

Shall end here. Bored. I Don't Want Work! Argh!

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:06am
02.01.10

Goodbye 2009, Welcome 2010.

2010-01-01T12:18:00.003+08:00

Well. Firstly, Happy New Year to everyone. Hahas. Been working for the past two weeks. Finally today I can rest le. Wahahas. These two week been really busy due to Christmas. So didn't really have much rest. But finally it's over. Wahahas. Sians los. Supposed to be working at warehouse but then got one guy injure himself, so I've to replace him for the time being. Gosh. But lucky don't need le. Wahahas. Sians los.

I'm sorry about every about everything that made you sad or angry. Didn't mean it de. Been thinking alot alot during these period when we're together. Maybe I've been thinking too much all this while. But I guess I should stop all my nonesense and weird thinking already. (: It's 2010 now. Thus it means a brand journey is waiting ahead of us. Let us slowly slowly discover whatever that's waiting for us bahr. (: Jiayou. We'll never be apart de. Somehow I'm still worry about you. You seems so blur de. Aiyo. Worry me alot. Thanks for telling me how you feel. Finally you're slowly slowly telling me what you feel le. So happy. Thanks for everything including your love, you hugs and kisses. Love you so much. Let us walked on till the very last day bahr. (: 2010 isn't the end but it's just the begining of our brand new love story. (: I never want to leave you. Army life is coming this year. Though it's still a few months away from now. But time flies real fast. I hope our love will not change from now. But our love must become stronger to overcome any problems. (: I can really feel your love for me. Hope you feel my love for you too.

Shall end here. Good luck everyone. A whole new journey is waiting for all of us. (: Jiayou bahr. Including us, nothing will change my love for you, I love you loads (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
12:38pm
01.01.10

再说一次我爱你

2009-12-27T11:03:00.003+08:00

Sians. After Christmas, people seems to be so little, though I'm slacking most of the time, but the time pass damn slow. Omg can. Keep on counting down to 9pm but then seems so long larhs. Sians. Hope can fast end work los. Work one more week at Centre Point then will be going back to warehouse work le. I think. Hahas. Means I can start to go back for my bike again le. Which also means, I need to have more money to pay for the lessons. Sians. Really don't know how long more then can get the licence. Hais. So worry los. But whatever los. After bike licence jiu shi car licence le. Papa giving me money to learn. Wahahas. But I'll also have to pay abit larhs. Hahas. Seriously hope to get bot licence by this year. Can't keep slack le. Sians. About go work le los. Bored!

I miss you loads. Sorry about what happen yesterday. Hope you don't mind. Will not let it happen again. (: Really sorry. Because of work I can't spend much time with you. So sorry. But I know you understand and don't mind de. But I just feel so bad for not being able to accompany you most of the time. But when I go back warehouse we jiu have more time together le. (: Lastly I love you loads.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:10am
27.12.09

Don't ever say you're going to leave me.

2009-12-26T02:10:00.002+08:00

It's 2am now, yet I'm still not asleep. OMG! Work yesterday was quite boring, due to road closure in Orchard, resulting little customer in workplace. Hahas. Though very relax. Keep slack but time is so hard to pass. Will be going back to warehouse after next week, but maybe want to request to go back next week. But see how bahr. Sians. Nothing much to blog le. Been raining nowadays. Sians los! Argh! But never mind.

Sorry for scolding you more and more often, just don't want you to be so rough only, also don't want your attitude to be like this only. Don't be angry or sad okay? I really want you to be good only. Worry about you. Sorry sorry, because of me, you're not sleeping well again. Please do take care of yourself. Ya? I'll worry de. In whatever I do, I only want you to be happy. Maybe at times, my attitude maybe bad also. But when I'm talking about serious things, really hope you won't show me attitude. Silly girl. I love you and I miss you loads. Just want to walk on with you and hope there won't be this chance for you say that you're leaving. If not I really don't know what to do. Shall let time prove that my love for you is true bahr. Lastly I love you so much (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
02:23am
26.12.09

Merry Christmas to everyone !

2009-12-25T11:08:00.002+08:00

Merry christmas too everyone out there. Wahahas. But this christmas is a boring one for me, cause I'VE TO WORK! ARGH! But boh bian it's attachment, so have no choice but abide to it. Freaking idoit los. Work, work and more work. OMG. Shall be going back for my bike already. Need to pass it so papa will support me on car license. Wahahs. (: Sians. Nothing much to post also.

I just love the life we're having now. Sorry that I've so little time for you. I know you understand and don't mind. Thanks so much. Loving you wasn't something wrong. (: So glad that I've such a wonderful and understanding girlfriend. Love you so much. This road maybe tough, but I'm sure our love can really overcome it de. Nothing will be able to break us apart. I love you now, and I'll always love you. It's really fine that I'm left with nothing, as long as you're right beside you. I miss you every now and then. Lastly I love you, I hope we'll make it to the very end of our life. I want you and only you.

And once again, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:18am
25.12.09

Love you and only you (:

2009-12-21T10:17:00.003+08:00

It's been days since I last blogged. Been mad on restaurant city nowadays. Maybe nothing to do bahr. So spend the time to play that. This few days, work was so busy. So many customer, non-stop for the entire day. This week going be more busy for Christmas is only this coming friday, thus last minute shopping for most of the people, probably those working in office de bahr. Hahas.

Gosh, been really moodless to work nowadays, can't wait for the clock to strike 9pm man! Cause it means that I can knock off le. Hahas. Omg larhs. Later need work again. Never mind jia you bahr. After that will be going for training. Sians.

Guess that's all for today (: Take care people. (:

And lastly, before I forget. I Love You (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:23am
21.12.09

这份爱情来得不容易。

2009-12-16T10:40:00.002+08:00

Had a fun day yesterday. (: Hahas. Went quite a number of shopping mall again. Hahas. But from now till christmas week, there isn't any off for me already. Gosh. Going to die of tireness. Hahas.

But don't worry, I'll take good care of myself de. I won't let anything happen to me de. (: Have faith in me, and thanks for everything. I really do enjoy and cherish each and every moment that I've spent with you. The road is still long, let us walk together side by side, not leaving one another. (:

Going work soon. Sians los. My god. But lucky will be going off early, cause today need go sintua. Same old thing again. Hahas. But maybe won't jump. But not sure larhs. See how bahr. (: Hahas. Need go out soon le. Hahas. Going pay my bills before going work. Hahas. So, off I go then. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:55am
16.12.09

Happy happy (:

2009-12-15T08:46:00.003+08:00

Today my off day (: Will be going out later. Not confirm where yet. But hopefully will have fun. My leg is getting so pain for standing so long. And my next off from now is 2 weeks later los. For next week is christmas meaning it'll be a very busy week. So I can't off. Stupid larhs. Maybe will be shifting back to warehouse after next week. Cause warehouse need more people. Meaning I've to wake up at 7am again then 530pm knock off. But time pass faster at warehouse. Hahas.

Meaning attachment is going to end. And I haven't do my presentation stuff yet! Gosh going to chiong le los. Sians half! But whatever larhs. Should be can de la. Hehes. After presentation week comes chinese new year, in other words chu shi time again! For the whole 15 days los. Plus will extend till end of march. Lucky I only chu for the first 3 weeks, and the last 1 or 2 weeks, due to sintua. Hahas. So jiayou guys (: After chu shi finish should be going back work bahr. Then will work till I go army. Sians. Non-stop sia. Gosh! Hahas.

Shall end here le. Nothing much to post.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
08:53am
15.12.09

爱，一直都在。

2009-12-11T10:46:00.004+08:00

Again, I haven't been posting for for few day. Didn't really realise it. Hahas. Finally, my laptop is back. But it'll still auto shut down by itself. OMG larhs. Sians. But hope it'll be fine bahr. Hahas. Later will be working again. Sians. Don't feel like working but no choice. Hope later time will pass fast. This few days was quite busy. Guess it's christmas is getting nearer so people are starting to get their present already. But I'm sure some people will only get their presents few days before christmas. Hahas. Bored larhs. Nothing much to post also. Hahas. Uploaded my new cap (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:00am
11.12.09

I won't want to leave you (:

2009-12-08T11:13:00.003+08:00

Haven't been posting for the past few days. Didn't really have much things to post. Well I shall summarise what I've done for the past few days. (: Have been working almost everyday. Same old things. Then saturday night went to decorate lorry as sunday having yew keng. Very very simple decoration only. Hahas. Then sunday they went to chu shi but I've to work, miss out the fun man. But never mind (: Yesterday went for training. Everything was okay bahr? Hahas. Suppose to be my off day today, but today only 2 people work. So no choice I've to work los. Then will off on thursday. OMG. But never mind larhs. (: I guess from now till christmas will be quite busy le. Bored. But never mind at least time will pass fast. Hehes. That's all bahr. (: Most importantly I got my cap already (: shall post the pictures up soon. (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
11:20am
08.12.09

I'm sorry ):

2009-12-04T11:31:00.003+08:00

Hahas. Omg raining now! But still have to go work. Sians los. Finally got my pay le. (: So happy larhs. (: Gosh the rain is going to be very heavy los. Fcuk. Sians sians. Never mind never mind. Will have to bring umbrella. Been thinking of alot things. Don't worry much. I'll be fine won't think too much de. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:34am
04.12.09

我爱你

2009-12-03T11:06:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my off day. Went to see pets. Wahahas. After that went to chinatown to get things for my zai zai also some other things, then headed to bugis to walk walk. Customized a cap for $30 larhs. Damn ex. But hope the out come will be nice la. (: Hahas. Then went down to sintua, cause other people come exchange joysticks. Then lastly home sweet home. Wahahas. Next tuesday should be going out with sintua brother and sister, cause one my brother going army next le. So intend to go out before he go army. Good luck man! Wahahas. Will be going work soon. Omg. Hope I can get my pay later. If not will have to call teacher help le. Hahas. Guess shall end le. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:16am
03.12.09

爱你的心不变

2009-12-01T11:22:00.002+08:00

Well, yesterday training not bad. Almost all leng ka come back. Only for rui hao and edmund. Had some adjustment with the leng ka. But not not much different. Guess this leng ka is fix till next year competition le. Won't be changing le I think. Hahas. Bored die wo! Later going work again. OMG! But lucky leave early cause today got jump. Going get some stuffs before going sintua. Hahas. My god, my laptop is still not ready yet! Parts not here! Alamak! Sians. I miss my laptop! ): Guess I shall end le.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:35am
01.12.09

把我的最好的爱给你

2009-11-30T11:27:00.002+08:00

Well, I hope I'll be getting my pay today. Lol. Been waiting for my pay for very long le. Hais. Haven't get it los. Fcuking long larhs. Gosh. Today woke up damn late los. 11am los. Omg Lucky didn't overslept. Guess I'm really tired bahr. Lol. Will be having training at night today. hope everything will go smoothly. (: Jiayou HQ guys. Let's aim for the best bahr. Wahahas. Got to prepare myself le. So, shall end here le. (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
11:35am
30.11.09

Just You and Me (:

2009-11-27T11:17:00.003+08:00

Hmm, didn't realise that I've not been posting for the past two days. Hahas. But whatever bahr. (: well. working later again. Yesterday didn't work, went to get a MC. Bored bored. For today I don't know what to post. Lol. Seriously nothing much to post.

Guess it's time to end here bahr? Hahas. Will update soon. Anyway, still waiting for my laptop to come back. Hope my data inside the laptop will not be lost los. Gosh. So I shall end here (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
11:22am
27.11.09

Everything Will Be Okay (:

2009-11-25T11:00:00.003+08:00

Hmm, went to repair my laptop yesterday, and it cost $45 for just a piece of keyboard neh! Nabei. Don't know want to repair not. OMG larhs. See how bahr. After that went to penisular shopping mall to buy my black cardigan. Then off to IMM to cancel my mobile broadband. After that jiu headed to jurong point to walk awhile. 1st time 1 day go so many shopping mall. Lol. Hahas. But whatever. Last but not least, headed to He Quan for training. OMG, training quite fun. As usual injure myself also. But not very serious (: But afterall it's fun larhs. Guys, let's all jiayou for next year competition. (: For fame and glory once again. Wahahas. (: Hopefully next time there's more team competition le. So we must trained very hard le. Hahas. But jiayou bahr. We can do it again together as a team! (:

Shall end here le. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:06am
25.11.09

想着你

2009-11-23T10:32:00.004+08:00

Well, I realise that I've been posting almost everyday le. Hahas. An hour from now jiu need go work le. OMG! 1 - 9 again! Bored larhs. Lucky tomorrow off wors! (: So it's still okay la. Hahas. (: Think tomorrow night will be having dragon training le. Sians larhs.

Meet up with WH yesterday. Well, he seems fine to me. Hahas. Will be meeting him soon, I think. Wah. He decided to play freestyle with with me wors. But don't know confirm not larhs. If confirm jiu shuang le. Then can tell Kor kor that we want train freestyle lion. (: Then hope he can faster arrange for freestyle training. Hahas. Been waiting for this day for don't know how long le los. Sians. ):

I guess I shall end here le bahr. (: Nothing much to post also le. Bored bored bored!

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:40am
23.11.09

紧抱着你

2009-11-22T10:17:00.003+08:00

Yesterday don't know what event also, so many customer. Gosh. Though very busy, but on the other hand, time pass real fast. Hahas. Very shuang los. Hahas. I didn't get my pay yet. Fcuk! When will I get my pay eh! Omg larhs! Bored. Hope later time will pass as fast as yesterday also. Hahas. Omg larhs. My leg is really very tired of tired already. Everyday stand for so many hours. Lol. Still got so long then attachment end! Hope it will end real fast. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:24am
22.11.09

请相信我

2009-11-21T10:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday chu shi quite fun? But raining. Abit messy also. Hahas. Went bugis street for opening ceremony of the food place. Haha. I cai qing again. But this time is normal stuns only. Hahas. The qing of beer la. Lucky I didn't drink. Hahas. Damn long to cai finish the qing larhs. Omg. So hot inside can? Next wednesday helping huang's clan perform dragon. Might not be going due to work. Lol. Sorry guys. (: Finally bought my slipper le. Hahas. A simple design. Hahas. Cause it look the best among all the design. Hahas. Later on got to work again. Hahas. Jiayou bahr! I want my PAY ! Argh! Hope later can get los. Hahas. Shall end le.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:55am
21.11.09

只欠一句我爱你

2009-11-20T09:04:00.002+08:00

你微微的笑温暖我心
让我有了冲劲动力
于是我又鼓起了勇气
决定要疯狂爱上你
千千万万的爱意等不及
凉风徐徐的提醒我和你
只欠一句我爱你
没胆亲口告诉你
想要照顾你好好疼你
只差一句你答应
点头说你也愿意
和我在一起手牵着你
紧紧抱着你
盛夏的回忆在偷偷想起
你就是剩下的唯一
我站在这里用最真的心
想对你说请相信我们之间距离
手牵着你紧紧抱着你

Be my one and only

2009-11-20T08:56:00.003+08:00

Hmm, finally today is my off day! But, later going for chu shi le. Bored. Then after that going repair laptop and stuff. Argh! So ma fan! I want my laptop to be repair asap! Gosh. Yesterday don't know why, when I reach my workplace suddenly don't have the mood to work. Butt lucky time pass real fast. If not I'm going to die of standing! Tomorrow working again. So I shall enjoy myself today. Hahas. (: I guess I shall end here le bahr? Hahas. I WANT MY PAY!

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
9:00am
20.11.09

有你真好 (:

2009-11-19T09:57:00.003+08:00

Well, work work and more work! Sians. Tomorrow finally off! But got chu shi, then after chu shi got to go so many place to do my things. BORED! Sians sians sians. Later got work again! OMG! Sians la. Nowadays I keep want to sleep while working los. Not that I'm tired. It's cause it's damn boring. Lol. Argh! One month pass only los! Still got 3 more months! Sians larhs! ): how to go on. Whatever bahr. Still must tahan de. Hais. Sians. Nowadays seriously got nothing to blog los. Sians. So maybe will post every two day bahr. (: Guess I shall end le.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:28am
19.11.09

Be with me (:

2009-11-17T23:02:00.005+08:00

Hmm, it's been days since I last blog. Busy with work thus I'm seriously lazy to blog. Fcuk. Dragon training is resuming soon. Timing is 11pm! So late can? But no choice larhs. Going for competition next year. So must start training le. Hais. So tired can! The next day still got work some more. Going to be tired like don't know what le. Lol. Sians. Seriously have no idea what to blog already. Blog for the sake of not letting my blog to rot only. Lol. Freaking sians los. But updated my blog with songs. Wahahas. Guess I shall end here le. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:12pm
17.11.09

As Time Passed By (:

2009-11-14T10:35:00.003+08:00

It's been a month since my attachment start. It'a still quite okay los? Somehow I still prefer to work in the warehouse than retai shop. Cause time pass faster inside warehouse. Sians. Later working again. OMG larhs. Hope today the time will pass as fast as yesterday! Hahas. (: Sians larhs. Don't know what to post also. I WANT REPAIR MY LAPTOP! Shall end bahr?

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:44am
14.11.09

So damn bored

2009-11-13T10:41:00.005+08:00

Gosh, yesterday went to HP service centre, ended up a wasted trip! Fcuk! Need to go to Harvey Norman authorise service centre to repair laptop, so the fees can be waive. My god larhs! The place at clark quay there larhs! So damn far, don't know when then got time go there. Sians larhs. Later working again. Hope today time can pass real fast. It's SO DAMN BORED larhs. But today is friday, hopefully there's more people bahr. Then more time will be spend to entertain the customer. So time will pass faster. Hahas. But it's really so bored larhs. Stand there like statue los. Only when customer come then can move around. If not need continue stand there. Omg. Need find something to keep me busy I won't be so bored. Guess I shall end here le. (:

Signing off.

N.Boy (:

10:55am

13.11.09

Life is so much better this way (:

2009-11-12T17:23:00.004+08:00

Somehow or another I really hope this attachment can end faster! Argh, I really buay ta han already! Omg! Don't know why this one week, I don't really have the mood to work eh. Lol. Next off is on next friday, but got chu shi larhs! How to rest! Fcuk los! Someday I'll collapse de larhs! Hais. How how?

As time passby, I realise I'm much more happier with the life I'm having now. Like what I'll be living a new life. Somehow this new life is much happier for me, excluding attachment! Hahas. Now as stress as before. (:

To Miya : It's good that the wedding still goes on. (: Whatever it is, he's still the one for you. Be happy bahr. It's somehow what you wanted all along. (: Smile more (:
To CSC : Really hope this time you can do it. (: Whatever thing that's going to happen or will happen, don't let them change your mind anymore. It's too tough for you take it already. Take care of yourself too. Thanks for concerning, I'll look after myself de.
To WH : It's been long since we last meet up larhs! Omg! We two seems to working nowadays. Find one day we must meet up le. Hahas. Then you happy ANOT! (:

Hahas. Guess I shall end here le. Before I forget, can someone get me the gorilla soft toy or monkey soft toy selling at Cards N Such ma? Damn Cute larhs! Wahahas.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
17:35pm
12.11.09

Working is so tiring !

2009-11-10T11:10:00.002+08:00

Argh, work, work and work! Waiting for my off this coming thursday. Really need go repair laptop! Argh. This few days, body is playing tricks on me! Feeling really unwell. Hais. Don't know what happen also. Fcuk the sick feeling! Argh! Later have to work again! Bored. Tomorrow jiu go to Centre Point le. Lol. Like so weird larhs. Move here and there. Hahas. Bored larhs. Doing the same old things again. Argh! Nothing much to blog also le. Shall end here le. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:16am
10.11.09

I guess this is it (:

2009-11-08T11:04:00.003+08:00

Haven't been able to blog as my laptop is spoil. Will be sending my laptop for repair this coming thursday as I'm off for the day (: This few days quite a number of things happen. Sorry friends for being spammed by the same person. Well, I guess this time I really know what I should do already. I should no longer wait for the both of them already, I'll really let go of everything and start afresh (:

I guess this is what I should really do already. Waiting isn't a solution. I should jolly well wake up in my dreamland that I'll ever going to get them back. For it's impossible. Well, this few days been working at retail shop either at Rafffles City or Suntec, will be stationing at Centre Point from this coming wednesday till end of december bahr? This what the store supervisior says la. (: So I can only obey to it. (:

Bored larhs. Working later. So this post will be short. Wonder will I be able to post again. (: But will still post if i can de. Well. I guess this is it bahr? It's what everyone wish for also bahr? I should get a new life, a new relationship and of cause a new girl for myself. But will take time bahr? Hahas. It's not so easy to get one. Hahas. So I guess i will just end this post here.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:12am
08.11.09

结果还是一样吧？

2009-11-04T09:42:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I don't know if what I'm doing is right or wrong. All along, I didn't have any intention being a third party in their life. Yes, I did say I want her back. But i didn't mention anything about snatching her from him. Though I still love her, I want her back, I want her to be mine once again. But it's all my thinking, my feelings. I know she love him loads, she don't bear to leave him. That's why I didn't do anything to get her back. I'm just simply being there for her whenever she need someone to be there.

To CSC : I know you feel that I'm being the third party in their party, I know it's wrong to be the third party. But don't you worry, I'm not going to be their third party. I told her to follow her heart, make the wise choice. Somehow the baby is he's, if she really love him, then continue the wedding, everything had be planned already. Whatever her decision is, I don't know and won't know untill she tell me. As long as she's happy, I'll be contented. If you still feel that I'm being a third party in their life, then I've nothing much to say. I'm not trying to explain anything. Just don't want you to feel that I'm a third party. I know it's your freedom to say things. Thanks, I know everything you say, is for my own good. I understand. I didn't blame you. (:

What I can do now, is just be there for her, lend her a listening ear, a shoulder to lean. That's all. I didn't really have much hope that she'll be back to my side. Whatever decision that she's going to make, I won't be affected. I'll still continue my life like normal. Maybe it's fate that we meet, but destiny seperated us. Hais. I really don't know what else can I do already.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:00am
04.11.09

我们会有什么结果呢？

2009-11-03T10:33:00.002+08:00

I guess, I know what I really want now. Being there for her is what I can do only. So many things happen her during these period of time, she seems to be weaker and weaker. But there's nothing I can for her. I don't want to see her suffering, but I myself let her suffer. I know I don't any right to comment on anything that's happening between them. Somehow, I feel like having her back. But is this what she want? Will things turn out to be better? I don't know, but I'll try. I know if I were to get her back from his side, alot of unpleasant comment will start to appear. But I just don't want to see her suffering anymore. Maybe I'm not better in anyway, but at least I'll try. I don't know if it's the right decision or not. But all these things will have to wait till she make a decision. If not I can only wait silently. Lol.

This decision doesn't really came out all of a sudden. Many things had been flashing through my mind all these while. But I've yet to really sit down and think. But yesterday I really sit down and think, called nu er and told her alot of things. She's really someone whom I can really talk to whenever I've things to say. Thanks loads. Will be meeting her this thursday, it's been 1 years plus since we last met. Have so much things to tell her. Hahas. Anyway back to the main topic. I've sort out something that I'm unsure about after the chat with her. I know what I should do and what I want now.

To CSC : I guess we should just stay the way we're now. Friend we shall be. Go for your HIM bahr. I guess you two have chance of getting back together de. Good luck. It's nice to meet you. We once were to together, but I guess we're just not fate to be couple bahr? You still have HIM in you heart, I still have HER in my heart. We should just follow our heart. But whenever you need me, I'll still be here for you. All these while it's really great to know you. Hahas. I guess we should really go le bahr? We still can be friends, be gans whatever you name it. But not enemies, not stranger. I've really sort out my question, and I got answer to it already. But somehow or another, I still love her alot. Maybe there isn't much chance for me of getting her back. But I'll still try, I seriously don't want to see her the way she is now. I really want to have her back. I only have one month to do that. But it all depend on her decisions. Maybe you'll say I'm silly, foolish or anything you name it. But I only know one thing, I love her. Thus it's okay for people to blame me, scold me or whatever they want. I just want her back that's all.

Well, all I want to say is that, I still love you. I'll be waiting for you. Even if chances are low, but I'll still wait. Shall end here already, lastly I want you back ):

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:01am
03.11.09

这样的日子会多久？

2009-11-01T11:43:00.002+08:00

Had a strange dream last night. Wonder why I've such a dream. Well, I still think that love is really a weird thing, somethings that we can't control. Feeling comes, feelings fade just like this. This moment you may love someone, the other moment you may hate that person. But whatever it is, life do goes with or without love. Live a life of your own, don't live your life for someone else. As it's your life, every decision you're making, every steps you're going take, will affect your life. Love is just part of it. You'll have to learn how to take it and how to let go it. Hanging to something that have no ending will only make yourself more hurt more tough. Wonder what I'm going for today, it's chu yi again. Means vegetarian food for me again. Guess won't be eating like usual. No mood to eat also. Single life isn't so bad afterall, I'm getting used to being single as days pass by. It's so carefree, so relax. Nothing to worry about, for I'm on my own. Guess I shall end here, have nothing to post also. (: Take care.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:56am
01.11.09

爱是怎么一回事？

2009-11-01T00:37:00.004+08:00

Hmm, next week on I'll be going to retail shop to work instead of warehouse le. Hahas. Should be okay bahr? Hahas. Working from 1pm to 9pm. Hahas. Should be more relax bahr. Thursday will be my off day. (: Hmm, should staying there till next year le bahr? Either at Raffles City Shopping Mall or Suntec. Hahas. Sians los.

Well, what's love actually? Hahas. Even though you know that there may not be happy ending in waiting for someone, but just because you love him/her, you'll still want to wait for them, will still want to love them, will you hope for him/her to accept you. But you just don't know what you should really do, don't know what that person have in mind. You don't dare to ask but deep in your heart you really want an answer from that person, whether is there any chances for you not. It's not that you don't want to give up, it's just that you don't know how to do that. For you love that person too much already, so it's really hard to give up. Well, somehow that's love bahr? I don't know also.

All I can say, is follow your heart bahr, CSC, whatever it is, don't do something that will hurt you. I don't know how long can you hang on or continue waiting. Find back your confidence, have faith in yourself. The decision that you're going to make is really important. Whatever it is, I'm always here for you. Feel free to find me if you want. (: Can lend you a listening ear or a shoulder to lean if you want. I don't wish to see you hurt yourself already. Just try your luck bahr. Love is all about gambling. Hahas. You'll at least have 50% chances if you try, if you don't try, you'll not even if 0.01% of chances. So go ahead with your decision bahr. You've my support. Silly you. (:

LOL. It's November le. Lol. 24 more days from now will be 25 Nov, two year back I found her on this date, but everything had already come to an end le. Lol. I've lose someone whom I love so much, and now she's getting married in one months time. Seeing her happy, I'll be happy le. I've no say to anything already. She's no longer mine already, 25 nov maybe gone, but it'll never be forgotten. 25 nov 07 - 20 june 09 will always be remember in my heart. (: Hahas. Take care of yourself, you'll look prettier in your wedding gown, I'm sure of it. (: Enjoy your life with after you marry with him, hope he'll really learn to cherish you well. I can be there for you in the smallest and darkest corner from now. If we happen to see each other on the road, do remember to say HI okay? Hahas. Somehow I always lose the girl I love so much, the first one is her. The second one is CSC.

She's waiting for him to come back to her, even though she know nothing will turn out right but she still decide to wait for him. Lol. Well, good luck bahr. Your love for him, I'm sure one day he'll know and maybe he'll come back to you someday also. Hahas. Must really have confidence in yourself. Don't give up untill the last minute okay? You also must look after yourself, always sick here and there. Hahas. (: Slap you then you know !

251107 & 010909 will never be forgotten. ):

Shall end here le. Nights people !

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
00:52am
01.11.09

So damn shag !

2009-10-29T19:14:00.002+08:00

Been very busy these few days. Busy with chu shi and training this few days. OMG larhs. Dman shag los. Shall on mention about yesterday de things. The rest shall not mention much. (:

We chu yew keng yesterday. 17 pole de dragon and also decorate lorry. Was late larhs. But lucky manage to meet up with them at the first place. Hahas. Quite fun and relax I can say? Hahas. The place we went all located around bedok area only. Hahas. SawC.SuChing( was asked to mention her BIG name ) & co at there too. Went to disturb sandy as I'm playing the instrument. Hahas. Sorry. Walao, play instrument also shag los! Nabei. Argh. Everything ended around 11plus reach He Quan around 12plus, keep things, take out all the decoration, eat and reach home around 2plus. OMG larhs. But it's fun los. Hahas. Rest one week then got chu shi again. Argh! Work was quite tiring this few days. Yesterday fell asleep inside the warehouse. But not very long larhs. Cause boss around ma. Hahas. Think we'll be switch post soon bahr? Maybe going to retail shop next month or the next year. Shall see how the management arrange los. Hahas.

Lucky I'm busy already. If not I'll anyhow anyhow think again. There's still so many things on mind, but I just don't know how to say out. I know I should let go already, but i just don't know how eh. Hais. Somehow I want her back. Lol. But I know nothing will turn out right. Lol. Well, whatever bahr. Shall wait and see how bahr. Hahas.

I should not think so much already. Hahas. I should concentrate on work and lion dance. As for girlfriend, well let nature take it's course bahr? Hais. I guess I shall end here le. C.SuChing your name appearred le wors ! Don't say I not good okay ! Wahahas. Stupid you ! I miss you larhs !

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
19:33pm
30.10.09

你开心就好。

2009-10-25T13:46:00.002+08:00

Well, worked ended around 130pm yesterday. Went meet Yvonne yesterday as wh working till 11pm. Then she's bored los, so asked her accompany me go see dogs. Went yishun then pasir ris just to see dogs. OMG! I want a toy poddle larhs! So cute, but cost around 1.7k eh. Sian. Shall save money for it. After that bus-ed to AMK then trained to chinatown, thought there's lion dance performance, end up it's wu shu larhs! Fucking boring. Omg, can't make it larhs. She's there too, as her lion dance helped other troupe ma. Lol. Bought her mentos as she wanted it ma. Everything ended around 11pm, bus-ed home and Yvonne train-ed home. Reach home before 12am. Online awhile before I go sleep. Was damn tired larhs! Lol. Today I'm off. Guess will be staying home bahr? Shall see where to go later. Hahas. Tomorrow working again, then will have training. But lucky not I train. Hahas.

Well, since I came back from taiwan so many things happened. Good things, bad things. Lol. I also don't know what's really going on. Sians. I gues there isn't any chance of getting her back. Hahas. So be it bahr. (: I guess I should really get someone of my age already. Should be playing anymore. Lol. Getting older le. Lol. Hope to get my first pay! Wahahas. (: Sians.

Hmm. Well. Feeling is just so weird. It'll come and go whenever it's happy. Lol. When you wanted to let the feelin go, it came back. When you don't want to let the feeling go, it just go like nobody business. Lol. Weird weird. It's something no one can control. Lol. And life is something that can't be change. But fate can be change through someway. Hahas. I guess I've more confidence in doing things already. But it won't get her back. But maybe will get me someone better. Lol.

Hmm, guess I shall stop here already. Nothing much to post also. (: Just hope that you'll be happy. And I realise it's 25 today. Lol. Whatever bahr. Memories it shall be (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
14:00pm
25.10.09

Tired !

2009-10-23T19:48:00.002+08:00

It's been days since I last days. Was busy with work. Omg. Hmm, this few days was working till 530pm then went out meet friends all that. So didn't manage to blog. Hahas. Thanks people for the birthday wishes. Thanks for the cake too. Really very touch. But just didn't show out only. Thanks loads man. Love you guys larhs! Hahas. And thanks for your birthday present. I'll remember it well. (:

Hahas. This few days so tired after working. Lol. Hais. Had training on monday and yesterday. Everything was quite well done? I'm being put in-charge to run the training. Lol. So many things to teach larhs! Omg. Had our first dragon training yesterday ever since don't know when larhs. Was quite well done too. Teach our new guys things. Hahas. I guess a new group of leng ka is going to be ready soon? Hahas. Tomorrow still got work but till 1pm only. Then sunday off! Like finally los! Hahas.

Hmm. Don't know what to blog already. Guess I shall end here. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
19:55pm
23.10.09

So shag !

2009-10-19T23:37:00.002+08:00

Started to work today le. Well. Quite boring and tiring. Packed the goods for the whole day today. Lol. Think tomorrow will be going out to deliver goods bahr. Sure very tiring de. Sians los. Hmm. Really quite tough. Lol. Need use dao alot of energy de! OMG los! Sians.

Nothing much to post also. Lol. Shall end here bahr. Tomorrow need wake up at 7am for work. Hais. Buais. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:40pm
19.10.09

Attachment Is Tomorrow !

2009-10-18T23:55:00.002+08:00

Well, tomorrow attachment jiu start le. Hahas. Finally! Need to wake up quite early tomorrow. Cause it's first day of work. Got many things to learn. Hahas. Omg. Shall sleep after posting. Shall start our post from yesterday.

17.10.09
Well, chu kim kor for a new tua I think. Hahas. Weather damn hot los ! Fuck! Everything like so messed up. Argh! Everything ended around 5plus 6 like that. Then went find kor kor to pass the money. Was told that training may resume soon. Hahas. OMG larhs. Sians los. Went home to bath then went to down to sintua. Left around 11pm, meet up with wei hao & co for clubbing session, was fun. Hahas. But very fan, cause scare not enough people for sunday! Cabbed home and reach around 430am.

18.10.09
Wake up around 7am, went to call people and bathed. But last mintue kar seng and kelvin didn't pick up call. Then rui hao not coming, wei hao got work. Argh! But lucky last mintue got ah wen. So 7 people chu 2 lion! Cool right! Wahahas. Left He Quan aroung 945, rushed down to woodlands temple, then from there we went to someone house for cai qing. Everything ended before 12pm. Meet up with yi xin for lunch. Then after that went her house to chat. Called paul for mj session. Then from her house I go home bathed and changed. Pual came and fetched me to yi xin. Then mj session start. Left her house aroung 6pm went to 163 to eat their food. Left aroung 7 for sintua. And I'm finally home! Damn shagg los! This few days slept less then 10 hours! I going to die soon! So tired.

That's all for today bahr? Hahas. Like report writing los. Nabei. Tomorrow is going to a tiring day, cause after work maybe have training. Also not confirm yet. Lol. Shall wait for sms or call bahr. Wahahas. Hmm. I guess for the time being, will remained single first bahr. Cause no time for girlfriend also. It's also a good time for us to think really carefully. (: Hmm, shall end here. (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
00:11am
19.10.09

Oh well.

2009-10-16T09:37:00.003+08:00

Reached singapore around 9pm yesterday, reached aunty house round 945pm close to 10pm. Reached my home around 8am in the morning. Bought breakfast for mummy, shifted furniture, see some video on long-shi.com, some pictures on sintua.com and here I am blogging. Also bought a bottle of POKKA Green Tea just now too. Missed it so much man! Wahahas.

Got to know that what I think was wrong. She's still single. I guess I'm really thinking too much. Somehow I really don't know what to do now. Don't really feel like letting go. Indeed, even if we're back together, the feeling will really be different. I also know, alot of people around don't want you to accept me. If you really accept me, they'll be unhappy. I know they don't know like the way I am in the past. But I really do hope there's another chance. You say, there isn't any future for us. But you can't predict it right? How do you know there isn't any future when you haven't try? This few days I've been thinking alot. I'm wondering if I should really let go or not.

But my conclusion till now is to hang on. Somehow I just don't bear to let go. Cause we're really so close to being together again. Just that there's people objecting only. But they can't control you, like I say always follow your heart in doing things. If your heart tells you to let go, then I've nothing to say. Letting go isn't so easy. You've tried before, so you should know the feelings.

Will be meeting her later, to pass her some stuff. Then at night, I think I'll be going to meet with He Quan people. As we're going to hieng kio later. I think larhs. Now waiting for mummy furniture to come, and waiting for her to reply me. Somehow my thinking now isn't as childish as the past. I really hope that things will be better for me and for her. In whatever we do, nothing will obstruct us.

I also hope things will be better for you. I know now you're really stress. Stressed about alot of meetings. Alot of things that isn't you fault are being pushed to you. Slowly bahr. Things will be better. Don't need stressed about it. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:05am
16.10.09

Well, I'm coming back le !

2009-10-14T22:50:00.001+08:00

Today last day at taiwan. Wanted to get something for friends de. But sorry can't find anything that's nice and meaningfull. So I guess there won't be present giving from me. (: I think you all should give me presents instead los! Next wednesday my birthday okay! Wahahas. But don't know if anyone will remember. Whatever bahr. Will see how also. Need check with teacher about my attachment thingy. Hahas. If not next monday I won't know where to go. Hahas.

Hmm, I'm not thinking too much liao. Won't think too much also. Will double confirm with what I think tomorrow with. Whether it's true or not. I'll accept it. If it's really true. Then it's time for me to let go. (: Letting everything be kept memories once again. That's all I can do now. I hate to ask you to last long with him, but I still have to say. Hmm. But only tomorrow then I'll really say.

I hope you don't forget my PRESENT hors! Wahahas. No present also must give me comments! Meet up soon okay? Doesn't mean you've boyfriend jiu can don't meet me hors! Wahahas. I'll really be fine de. Don't worry about me. Worry about yourself for now. (: Don't be stress about what they say. It's your choice to mix around with whoever. (: Follow your heart sitll. (:

As for me. Well, tomorrow night time will reach singapore le. Should be staying ove at aunty house till the next day. Need go home early tomorrow. Cause furniture coming tomorrow. I also need pack my clothes that I've bought from taiwan. Thanks mummy for buying it for me. Lol. Everything that I've bought cost a BOOM larhs. Estimated to be close to SGD500/600 sia. Lol. Love mummy so much larhs.

Well. Today was fun larhs. The one day city tour really worth it larhs. Hahas. Went alot of place and took quite a number of pictures also. Hope I can post it soon. Wahahas. One of the place we went was to visit a Pi Xiu gallery, something to do with FENGSHUI. Gave our SHEN CHEN 8 ZI to the people there and they told us our character and what we lack off. Damn accurate larhs. OMG. Hahas. I really lack of confidence in everything. Lol. Hais. Will improve on my confidence de. (:

Guess I'll end here le. (: See you people after tomorrow. (: Somehow I miss you loads. ): But I know now, you don't need me already. Hahas. Take care bahr. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:16pm
14.10.09

I hope you'll be happy (:

2009-10-13T21:53:00.005+08:00

Hmm, well. I guess something that I don't wish to happen, had happen e. But whatever it is, I'm fine. After thinking for awhile just now. I guess I'm just so foolish. I guess she've found someone who she really love le. Hahas. Well, hope that guy will love her, and take care of her. Hmm, well. You really get a guy to let me forget you. Hahas. Well done. But I'm not angry nor sad. Just a little disappointed. Thanks for letting me, live in a DREAM for two weeks. Loving you again was nice? Hahas. But don't you worry about me. I'm fine. Nothing will happen to me. I've woke up from the dream already. (:

If you really want me to give up. Then I'll just have do it. (: For that's nothing I can do to change anything now. I know something will happen after I leave for taiwan. And I guess it really happen le. Hahas. Nice right? Hahas. Hmm. Just go ahead bahr. I won't say anything de. For I've no right to say anything. Well. This time, I'll really let go le. I should move on once again. Maybe we really aren't to be together. Hahas. I guess we're really two different kind of people. Hahas. Like what you say. I've change to become better le. So it's not so hard for me to find another girl. LOL. But still I really don't intend to find again. I say before I wanted to take a break. I've took a one month break. I guess I can still be use to single life de. Hahas.

Must remember I'm NaughtyBoy okay! Saying die then jiu not NaughtyBoy le. Wahahas. Hmm, I should end here le. (: Take care girl. And follow you heart in whatever that's you're going to do. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:11pm
13.10.09

OMG !

2009-10-11T21:03:00.002+08:00

Hmm, just came back from shopping. Walked wholeday. So damn tired. Going leave tai zhong le. Going to taipei early dawn. Train leave at 550am. Lol. This few days been having headache quite often. Hais. Don't know what's the reason also. Maybe hinting me on something? Hahas. Well. Got a shocking email. Hais. Don't know how to say about it. But all I can say is, follow you heart in whatever you do. (:

I'm not going to give up so easy de. So I hope you won't also. Nothing is impossible de. (: wait for me okay? Don't think too much first. Wait till we meet, then we decide again. (: I love you still. (: Shall end here.

Signing off.
N.boy (:
21:12pm
11.10.09

Shopping Time. (:

2009-10-11T08:17:00.003+08:00

Hmm, it's 08:17am now. And currently I'm waiting for mummy and aunty to come down. Then go eat breakfast. Jiu off for shopping le. Hope to get something bahr. Hahas. She's still sleeping. Hope she rest well. Hahas. 4 more days before I'm back to singapore. Hahas. Time pass real fast. Hahas. Good. Hope nothing will happen to her. Hahas. She's all I'm concern now. Hais. Still will tend to worry for.

Girl, anything let your weihao daddy or yvonne mummy know okay? They'll help you de. Okay? Please really must take care of yourself. If not I'll heart pain de. I'll take care of myself also de. Don't worry. Hmm, shall end here le. Think can post again when I come back. Tomorrow before dawn will be leaving for taiwan. So maybe won't be posting long later. If the next hotel have computer. Will try to use it to post also. Hahas. So bye people. (:

I love you & I miss you.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
08:23am
11.10.09

what a day !

2009-10-10T22:58:00.006+08:00

Argh! Fcuking headache. Ate two time panadol. Sians los. But still got play dao game larhs. Damn shiok man! Wahahas. But kinda scary too. Hehes. Sorry eh. Didn't mean to let you worry. Don't know why will headache also. Suddenly de. I super miss you sia. Whenever I close my eyes I jiu can see dao you eh. Hais. But two days pass le. Five more days left. (: very fast de.

Hmm, today walk damn long larhs. Fcuking hell. Plus fcuking long bus trips. Sians sia. But afterall time pass very fast just like this. Hehes. Also can larhs. As long as can faster pass the time jiu can le. Tomorrow is shopping day. Hahas. But need wake up very early to catch a train on monday morning around 5:50am! Omg larhs!

Hais. This two days been worrying for her eh. Don't know if she've eaten, don't know if she got sleep well, play well. Scare people bully her, scare she blur here and there. Scare another guy like her. Scare this worry that. Hais. Sians. Really very worry for her. ): Really hope she's fine wors. Guess I shall end here le.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:09pm
10.10.09

I Miss You !

2009-10-09T21:42:00.002+08:00

Currently at taiwan now. Using the computer in the hotel. First day really sucks man! Almost vomit on the plane. Don't know the pilot know how to fly an aeroplane not. Fcuking hell! So miss her eh. Hais. Msg-ed with her till she go school. Sians.

Hmm. But overall was quite fine los. Need sleep early cause tomorrow going to play ma. (: Will take care of myself de. Guess she's not home yet bahr. Hahas. Hope she enjoy herself. I love you.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:07pm
09.10.09

C.SuChing I MISS YOU LOADS

2009-10-08T23:43:00.006+08:00

Hmm, will be flying tomorrow le. Suddenly don't have the mood to go. I seriously miss her. Wanted to accompany her home. But she rejected it. I know she don't want see me sad. Hais. But I won't blame her. I know she'll be sad too. Somehow just found out that another guy like her le? But not very sure about it. But the feeling is larh. Hmm. Have nothing much to say about it. Hmm. Nothing will happen de. (: I'm sure.

I miss her loads now. ): Today meet up the same group of people yesterday, but two more people come. Hahas. Quite boring. Cause don't really know where to go. In the end up eating pizza hut. But not all of us eat. As don't know what to eat. So end up eating nothing los. Hahas. After that jiu accompany her take bus to cck then she cab home. While I went home take things. That's all for today bahr? (:

C.Suching, you better take care of yourself also. I don't want see you fall sick or hear you fall sick hors! I'll also be worry for you. Don't skip your meal and better sleep early ! OKAY? I'll be fine de. So you don't need worry also de. Silly girl. Hmm. Hope this 1 week faster pass ! You say le hors. Will meet me once I come back eh. Can't boom de hors. You've boomed me many times le wors ! Bleahs!
Your present I'll try find de. Don't worry. Hahas. Anything find you weihao daddy. He'll help you de. (: Hmm. Remember msg me when you wake up wors. I'll reply till you reached school. But when your exams end maybe I already board plane. but still you must text me. Let me know you end school le! (: Okay? Hehes.
Lastly, I miss you loads. I love you also. Must wait for me to come back. 1 week only. Okay? (: And I miss you PIG face. Muacks. Love you loads. We'll never be apart anymore (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
00:00am
09.10.09

我只想爱你。

2009-10-08T10:32:00.002+08:00

Hmm, will be flying to taiwan tomorrow le. I don't know if I can enjoy the trip not. For I'll really miss her. Lol. Hmm. I don't know why I so stress up. Hais. I know I shouldn't think too much de. Hmm. Don't worry. I'll be fine de. (: Cause I know nothing will happen de. I've faith in myself and you.

Maybe will be meeting her later. But don't know for how long. Hope can be quite long. But if can't also never mind. Can meet dao her jiu can le. So, you better take care of yourself when I'm not around. (: Must go school and don't always skip meal eh. Try to sleep early too. And don't smoke too much. Bad for health de. Aiyo. Silly girl.

I'll take care of myself when I'm at taiwan. Don't need scare I won't eat. Cause my aunty and mummy sure will bring me go eat de. Skali I come back i gain weight eh. Lol. Jiu sians los. Don't want to be fat wors. Hahas.

Still waiting for her to reply me. Then see can meet or not. Hopefully is can la. Hahas. I can overcome the fear in me de. (: this few days i hope she's happy. Hahas. Hmm, guess I shall stop here le. Shall post when I come back from taiwan. Hopefully with pictures. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:44am
08.10.09

Really very sorry.

2009-10-07T23:46:00.005+08:00

Met up with her today. But I'm sorry about my emotion. Hais. Hope I didn't spoil your mood today. Went to west coast park with my friends and her friends. LOL. But my mood is really bad today. Hais. Don't know why also. Somehow we still can't be open yet. ): Never mind.

I should be more understanding de. Hmm, mood was really really down. ): Wanted to hug you, hold your hand all that. But none can be done. Hais. There's two couple there. See le will jealous and envy de. So sians. Hope you're okay. Don't be angry with my attitude today. Hais. So mood was really really down.

But I guess I can hang on de. Hmm. Everything will be fine bahr? Hope nothing will happen when I'm back from taiwan. I've faith (: Hahas. I love you. I know this time we'll be much better than last time. (: we can do it this time. (: Hahas. You're just all I ever wanted now.

And also, thanks to wh and yvonne. I won't think too much de. I'll win dao her heart de. (: Hahas. And you two, last long. Got chance we two couple go out together. Hahas.

Hmm, shall end here bahr. Lastly I miss you, and I'm really sorry.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:56pm
07.10.09

可以爱我吗？

2009-10-07T09:44:00.003+08:00

Just woke up not long, washed dishes jiu online le. Quite bored now. Nothing much to do also. Don't know why can't sleep more. Lol. I don't want so early wake up de. But just can't sleep anymore. So just wake up los. (:

Hmm, stupid arm. Don't know so pain. Since the day I go for army check up then they 抽血 le, my arm jiu very pain le. Hais. Stupid sia. I thought few days later jiu hao le. But now like more pain sia. Like so swollen los. OMG. Fcuk sia. Lol.

Don't know later going where also. Maybe will be meeting her bahr? Not sure also. Hahas. See how bahr? (: Taiwan trip getting nearer and nearer, and I getting more and more don't bear to go le. Cause I won't be seeing her for 1 week. So scare and so worry. But I've faith (: nothing will change de. (: Hahas. But if things change then I've nothing to say also. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
09:58am
07.10.09

我可以再爱你吗？

2009-10-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

Meet up with her just now. Slack with her friends and my friends. Meet them around 7plus like that. Slack at the highest level of a multi-storey carpark. Quite fun I guess? Hahas. Finally can see her again. (: Hope we'll be fine bahr? Hahas. Everything will be bahr? Hahas.

I know what should be done and what shouldn't be done. (: Don't worry okay? Hope for the next two days I still can meet her. But it depend on you bahr? I've no say to it. If can't meet jiu next time bahr? Hahas. She's not home yet. Hope nothing will happen to her. (:

Hmm, don't know what to post already. Hahas. Sians. But whatever decision she'll make in the end. I'll accept de. Hahas. Shall end here bahr. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:52pm
06.10.09

Damn bored

2009-10-06T12:17:00.004+08:00

Hmm, today should be staying at home again. Sians. Super bored. Don't know what to do or where to go today. Hais. Another boring days. Must find things to do soon. Will be going taiwan this friday le. Lol. Don't know if I should be happy or sad. Happy is because finally can go Taiwan, sad is because I'll be missing someone. Lol. Sians. Hmm, somehow or another. I'm shouldn't be over-concerning like the past. I should keep questions to myself. And not ask so much. Hahas.

Whether is it the true or not, is not for him to say. If you people really believe what he say, then don't need bother to come ask me. Cause whatever I say you all won't believe de ma. So why ask? But I can say is. Nothing have happen. And I'm not going to be father yet! Whether you people want to believe or not. It's your choice. Take it or leave it. I won't want to explain anymore. I've no idea why he say all that. But it's not true! It's really not fun to spread something which is not true. Lol.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
12:24pm
06.10.09

我好想你。

2009-10-05T21:06:00.006+08:00

I miss you so much. Maybe tomorrow won't be able to meet you. Hais. But I won't blame anything, for it's not what you want also. Hais. Don't know when then we can meet again. Hais. I wanted to see you so much. But it's like so impossible. Don't know wednesday and thursday can meet you not. Hais. Just got to know from kor kor that on 17.10.09 we chu kim kor. Sibei sians. Don't know what time also. Hais. Why whenever I want to meet you. Things always happen to stop us from meeting? I only want to see you that's all. Hais. Never mind bahr. I won't want to say anything also. I won't want to be like last time anymore. There'll always be other days where we can meet up de. (: I guess? Hahas. She's studying again now. Exams period now. Jiayous bahr. (: Hahas. Don't stress yourself too much. I'll be fine alone de. (: Don't worry and I won't think too much de. (: Hahas.

Shall end here le bahr. (: Take care people. (:

Signing off,
N.Boy (:
21:19pm
05.10.09

Lol.

2009-10-05T09:03:00.002+08:00

Woke up damn early today. Don't know also. Sians. So boring now. Nothing to do eh. Sians. Later around evening time need go back aunty take helmet, as I've bike lesson later on. Finally go out to the main road le. But going to be very scary. Cause alot of oncoming vehicles. The feeling is very tense up. Must make quick decision on moving off and stopping. Sians. Hope everything goes on smoonthly. (: Nothing to post much also. Hahas. Shall end here bahr.

我曾经失去你一次。
我不想再有多一次。
我不会再让你走了。

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
09:10am
05.10.09

渐渐的，你越来越重要了。

2009-10-04T18:51:00.004+08:00

Hmm, just came back from sintua. Wah super tired. Kena woke up by papa around 730AM lea. Fcuking early los. So early go there also no use. I sit there from 8plus til 1plus los. Damn long larhs. Jump around 230pm cause got a sintua come exchange joysticks ma. Hahas. lol. Then everything ended around 4plus. Hahas. Fcuking tired. Hais. Don't know what to do tomorrow. Super sians sia. Lol. Must think of what to do tomorrow. At night got bike pract. Hope everything goes on smoothly. Hahas. Now super tired.

我们还有可能在一起吗？
我先在只想爱你一个人。

Guess I shall end le. (: Shall post again tomorrow or what bahr. (: Hahas. Buais.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
19:12pm
04.10.09

结果会如何？

2009-10-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hmm, in the morning chu shi at 9am! NABEI SO FCUKING EARLY LARHS. Help 玄峰 chu shi. It's dragon ! But very relax. Hahas. Everything ended around 130pm back-ed at home around 230. Super tired larhs. Lol. Omg. Tomorrow need jump again. OMG. Cause got sintua come exchange joysticks. Hahas. Should be around 2 plus 3pm. Hahas. Whatever larhs.

Guess I shall end here le. Nothing much to post also le. Hahas. (: Shall post tomorrow. (: Take care.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:03pm
03.10.09

OMG !

2009-10-03T01:28:00.003+08:00

02.10.09
Supposed to go help hoon hong de, but then last mintue cancel, cause they enough people. So went to jp with wei hao. Walked awhile, bought a new ear stut then went to play pool. Skills really bad. Lol. Only won one round. Sians. After that went to he quan for chu shi. Stupid event. Fucking tired. Everything ended around 930pm, went to gui yong waited for him to bath. Met up with kor kor went he quan take things, passed things for dao tong. Then headed to rui hao ah gong's funeral. And now I'm back home. Later around 7am need wake up le. Cause helping Xuan Feng chu shi. Dragon again. Damn boring de. Hais. After chu shi still need go down sintua. As it's 15 of the month, and need to jump. Didn't really eat anything. Omg. So hungry. Hais. But whatever larhs. Thus another day had passed. OMG.

Shall end here. If not don't know can wake up not. Hahas. Buais. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
01:39am
03.10.09

As time goes by (:

2009-10-02T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hmm, it's 00:14am now ! And I'm not sleeping. Hahas. Actually wanted to post when I wake up de. But never mind larhs. Hahas. So sians. Later around 1pm will be helping hoon hong then and night is chu our own. Lantern festival event. Super boring. Hahas. Plus I need to be on vegetarian ! Nabei. Jiat lat. Guess I won't be eating bahr ? Hahas. Hmm, shall end here le. Nothing much also.

As time goes by, I've learnt how to cherish someone and to become a better person.
Somehow I really like the way I am now, it's just so much better than last time.
I'll stay the way I am now. I'll still reflect on what I should improve. (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
00:29am
02.10.09

Yes, Finally !

2009-09-30T20:25:00.002+08:00

OMG ! Finally, I've passed my pract 5. After failing for 6 times, I've finally passed for the 7th time. Sibei happy sia. OMG. Hahas. Next monday going for pract 6. I'm one more steps nearer to my bike licence le. Wahahas. So happy when I know the results. But I manage to pass is due to sympathy. Cause the instructore see i fail so many times then he close one eye to pass me. If not I won't be passing. So I must practice more le. Wahahs. Must not repeat the same mistakes again. Lol.

Hmm, everything will go smoothly bahr. Sians. I'm fcuking broke le eh. Lol. OMG. Next week going taiwan means for one week I won't be able to chiong my bike le. Sians. Then after I come back, the following week is attachment le. Omg. Sians larhs. I need to faster clear all my pract before going for my TP, but the cost is more le. Cause I can go either at night or weekend. It cost alot more sia. Sians.

Jiayou bahr, I must get my licence by this year. And hopefully my bike b4 chinese new year. (: Shall end here.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
20:34pm
30.09.09

I'm So Damn BORED

2009-09-28T21:05:00.003+08:00

Hmm, omg. I'm so bored la. Tomorrow chu shi again. But this time is helping other people de. So sians. I guess it's yew keng again. Gosh. What a day. I still fcuking fail my pract 5. Nabei sia. Going for another one on wednesday. Damn stupid larhs. Like so WTH los. KNS. ARGH !

What a day sia. Omg. Lucky tomorrow got chu shi, if not I don't know how to spend the day again. Sians. Going for check up this coming thursday. Hahas. Sians. Then this friday to sunday must go on vegetarian again. Sians.

Somehow or another, I'm slowly used to being single le. Hahas. Though complain almost everyday. But at least I'm very free larhs. Really very very free. Want go where jiu go where. Hahas. But really boring larhs. (: I don't know what to post le. Shall post next time. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:10pm
28.09.09

What a TIRING day !

2009-09-27T18:05:00.002+08:00

Omg, chu shi today. Fcuking tired. I'm up for all the performance. Sians larhs. Damn tired los. Went to sleep just now, but still very tired. Hais. Going back bedok later, cause tomorrow got bike lesson. Sians. Don't realy know what to post le.

Hmm, this few days been busy with lion dance. Lol. To busy to even think of other things. Hahas. Maybe it's a good things bahr. But whatever it is. Won't be able to chu shi from next on le. Hahas. Sorry guys, jiayou bahr. Wahahas. I'll chu if I can can. (:

Hope tomorrow bike lesson can pass. Hais. Been failing los. Nabei. Sians sia. Guess going to eat later. Didn't eat for the entire day. Only drink nia. Hahas. Somehow I realise, being a head man isn't so easy. OMG. Today help kor kor organise things for chu shi isn't fun at all. Lol. So many things need to take care of. Hahas.

Guess, I shall end here le. (: Take care bahr (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
18:15pm
27.09.09

往前走吧。

2009-09-24T22:43:00.002+08:00

虽然我寂寞，但是没有办法，路还是要走的。日子还是要过的，时间不会因为我寂寞而停下来。我现在的日子，似乎都是一样的。日子一天一天过，我就一天一天的更寂寞。真的真的好想有个人来陪。但是会有可能吗？我每天多在想这个问题，但始终多没有答案。

Hmm, so boring now. Hais. I know I shouldn't be thinking of having a girlfriend now, but the thought just seems to appear now and then. Hais. I really don't know what to do. Will just take steps by steps bahr. Hahas. That's all I can do bahr?

Next few days should be a busy day bahr? Cause of chu shi and stuffs. Hais. Never mind bahr? Shall end here. Have no idea what to blog on le. Mood seems to be really down. LOL.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:02pm
24.09.09

是我想太多了。

2009-09-22T21:07:00.003+08:00

也许我太寂寞了，所以才会想找另一个她吧？不是说找就可以找的，我想先在还不是时候找的。因为，很快我就要忙了。慢慢来吧，时间多的是。

Hmm, no idea who's spamming my blog. Lol. People get your facts right before saying anything please. My ex's baby isn't mine, it's her boyfriend. Please, if you've read her blog then you should know, don't know anyhow sprout nonsense when you don't know anything. Webcaming with my ex is not to see her, is to see my rabbit. Lol. Cause I very long didn't see them already. Just didn't tell her only. Lol. Thanks for those COMMENTS. I never once say I'm good looking, and whether I'm good looking or what, it doesn't even concern you. I also didn't say I'm going for another girl now. I only mention, how I wish. It's just a sudden thought, is thinking wrong? I also haven't really go find. Lol. Sometime please think before you say anything. It's my life, I don't need you to comment on anything. Whether I'm finding one girlfriend now or not, it's also doesn't concern you. It's all my choice whether I want to find or not. You don't have to care so much. Thanks, passerby and Keli for you KIND COMMENT. I know what I'm doing. So if you don't mind, just leave my tagboard alone. Save your COMMENTS on other people. For you don't have any right to judge on me or my life. (:

Hmm, I still failed my pract 5, fucking hell. KNS sia. Lol. Tomorrow going for another one. Hope this time really can pass eh. Don't want to waste so much time already. Sians. Really want to pass all my pract before I go for holiday. Hahas. (: This week jiu start chu shi le. Sians man. Thursday and saturday de chu shi is fine, just only sunday. Sure very messy de. Lol. Stupid sia. Chu so big. Hahas. Cause it's PK time. Wahahas. Everything must be done prefectly, nothing must go wrong de. (: Jiayou bahr.

Don't know where will my attachment be. Hope the pay is good, cause need to pay for my bike. Sians. Hope can faster chu bike los. Hahas. Sians. Got bike jiu fun liao. Can go anywhere easier. Just only very ma fan nia. Hahas. Hmm, going back aunty house soon. (: Shall end here le.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:27pm
22.09.09

真希望我身边有个她

2009-09-21T21:25:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, I so wish to have another 'HER'. Don't know why suddenly have this thought. Lol. Yesterday went to gan mei birthday, don't know if she's happy or not. Hope she is los. Went to west coast to celebrate, the wind is damn 'BIG' larhs. Just realise sea view is really nice. Hahas. (: So peace and so relaxing.

If I've another 'HER', I'll sure bring her there or somewhere where there's sea. Hahas. Just to sit down there and relax. I guess the feeling is really nice. I know I can't be thinking of having another girlfriend. Cause it's not really easy to find one. It really think take to find someone who really love you, truly. Hahas.

Going back aunty house soon, cause tomorrow got pract 5. Really hope can pass it once and for all. Hais. Stupid sia. Lol. So tired now. Later I sure very easily fall asleep de. Hahas. Hmm, guess shall end here le. Not much to post also.

我不能够这样！

2009-09-19T17:30:00.002+08:00

I guess I shouldn't be thinking too much now. Before I go into another relationship, I must first change some of my character. Like my attitude, the way I treat things, the way I talk. Hahas. If all that are being improved, then maybe the next relationship will be better. Hahas.

Hmm. I wonder I still can hang on for how long. Lol. It's really so boring being single. The feeling of being alone isn't great at all. I just don't like this way. Hais. But I also don't know what I can do. Sians.

So sians man. Going sintua soon, then after that to friend BBQ. Maybe will be home tomorrow. Will see how bahr. I don't know what to post le. Shall end here le. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
17:40pm
19.09.09

再见了， 010709

2009-09-18T17:33:00.002+08:00

Hmm, from today on, I'll really start to live a new life le. Hahas. Shall not think of getting her back le. Somehow I guess we're really over. (: But it's okay. Memories will be kept, while life still goes on. Shall not hold on to it anymore.

I shall keep on moving forward, and hope new things will come to me. (: Or maybe I'll find someone better in the near future ? Hahas. Just hope so bahr? But shall not really go look for it. Just want to stay this way first. I want to enjoy to the max first. Hahas. If there's fate, I'll find that someone soon. Hahas. But just see how bahr?

Hahas. There's more things for me to think about, such as my bike licence, my lion dance thingy. Hahas. Talk dao lion dance, jiu sians. Next week on jiu start chu shi le. Omg larhs. And it's not only one day eh. It'll stretch from next week maybe till chinese new year. OMG. At the same time, training will resume soon, for we must start to prepare for next year competition, both lion and dragon. Hahas. Hope next year, we can do better for both competition.

So sians. I guess I shall end here le. (: Goodbye to you, I guess we'll just remain this way bahr. Hahas.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
17:41pm
18.09.09

我好寂寞。

2009-09-17T23:28:00.003+08:00

突然之间，我感到非常非常寂寞。不知道为什么会这样，我想我还是不习惯一个人生活。但是我还能做什么呢？她不可能再回到身边了。我觉得，现在的她比以前快乐多了。这对她来说可能是件好事吧？我还有机会与到另一个她吗？与到了，结局会不回和现在一样呢？我真的不晓得，也不想去想那么多，只想好好的过一个人的生活。要是有缘的话，另一个她会自己出现的。

Will there be this chance? I'm really wondering. Don't intend to think so much, just let nature take it's course. Went to cut my hair and also dye my hair. Intend to make a change. Hahas. I guess it's really time to move on already, I can't be staying on the same spot for so long. When others are moving on, I'm still staying on the same spot. It's just time for me to move on and look ahead. (:

Yes, I may feel lonely at times. But it's just part of being single. Hahas. But I guess it's okay de. Hahas. I'll just have to be use to it de. Maybe I'm slowly getting over her. I don't know if it's good or bad. I'm just no sure. But well, just have to look ahead and not to look back anymore.

Looking back doesn't mean things will be better, maybe if I've look forward, there maybe someone better for me? Hahas. Who knows what god plans for us. Staying on at the same point, won't let you see new things, but only by moving on, then new things will come to you. (: I guess it's just what I should do bahr? Hahas. Shall end le. Headache again. And once again, goodbye 010709. It's a nice memories. I'll keep it de. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:46pm
17.09.09

时间是回不去了

2009-09-15T11:45:00.002+08:00

Today is the second week since she left, but to me it's like more than two weeks. The time pass so slowly. Hais. And I getting more and more bored. I guess I'm still not used to being alone, I just simple hate being alone. But there's nothing I can do to change the fact that I'm single now. Though I really want to have another her, but I just don't have the mood to find another her. Hais.

So sians. I'm so bored now. Hais. Who can pei me go out or slack outside? SO FCUKING BORED! She've just recover from her fever. Lol. Don't know why she suddenly fever. Aiyo. Must drink plenty of water okay! Aiyo, you arh.

Hmm, I guess it's still not the right time to find another her yet. Slowly bahr, still trying to find out whether single is better or not. Hahas. (: Maybe I should really take a long break first. Haven't been resting since year 2007. So maybe now it's just the right time for me take a really long break.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:58am
15.09.09

一个人的生活很寂寞

2009-09-14T13:47:00.001+08:00

Hmm, being alone is really something very lonely. This one week plus I've been alone, and the feeling is just not good. Hais. How how? How long more can I bear with it? OMG larhs. I'll have to try. No matter what I must not give up. Hais. And damn the headache! It's back again! Irritating larhs! Argh! So bored now, going sleep soon. Later at night going to temple to eat. Sians. Nothing much to post le. Shall end here bahr.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
13:55pm
14.09.09

真的一定要这样吗？

2009-09-13T21:34:00.001+08:00

Argh! Headache is a damn irritating thing los! Nabei. How I wish I can bang wall now larhs! Buay tahan! Hais.

Hmm, somehow or another. I really don't know what to do. Hais. I'm still trying my best to learn how to live without you. Been trying to do alot of stupid things just to not think about you. Hmm, but it's really hard.

你还好吗？
自从你不在我身边以后，我有很多东西需要去适应。
真的很不好受。
但是我知道，会有那么一天，我会做到的。

Hmm. The love for you is always there. But I know I must keep it away le. For there's no way you'll be back to my side. Don't worry, I'll be fine just alone (: So whatever it is, I'll never let myself be so moody de. (:

NaughtyBoy will never give up on life de. Wahahas. I'll be strong de. (: For life still goes even without you. Hehes. 010709 shall stay as memories from now on. (:

signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:54pm
13.09.09

你会快乐吗？

2009-09-12T14:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm, it's been days since you left me. Somehow I must admit, I'm still not used being alone. I still hope you're here, right here beside me. But I know this day won't come anymore.

你现在快乐吗？
有没有好好照顾自己？
你走了，真的走了。
我们不可能和以前一样了。

I want you back, but I dare not ask. I know the answer will be a 'NO'. Hmm, but it's okay I understand. I do hope that you'll be happy, happy with whatever things you do. Life that you're leading now, must be happier than when we're together. I've learn my mistakes for being over-concern and over protective, and I'll not keep things again. For it'll only be hurt more when then truth is being told. I always tell other this, but yet I'm not doing it. Hais. I'm sorry.

Stay happy, and you're PIG face is loved by NaughtyBoy (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
14:40pm
12.09.09